最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

退后

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

甜蜜长老

圣旨到！！！！！
毛毛虫世界之甜蜜长老接旨。。。
奉天承运，虫皇赵曰。。。
甜蜜长老本是虫虫世界里的魔法逗趣王，
近日心情欠佳，
本虫皇特赐“冰头开心帽”一个
“健康辉甲”一件
钦赐。。。

Not to do this again...

Don't ever use die to settle your problem... sometimes we need to take problem easy... take it easy... then everything will be easy to solve and you will not feel stress...
you will never know how much your parents and friends will worry and care of you... you need to defend yourself, if not how are you gonna protect the one you love? future is always in your hand... we are the one who control our future... never give up... and never miss the chance... please be clear with your objectives and goals in our life.
~Happy Go Luck~

~never cry when it comes to the end, smile because it happened~

Don't be silly!

Mr Davon,
Pls dun be silly ok? things will never end even you end your life. problems will still exist. you only know how to claim that nobody want you. is it, nobody want you then you will die? you need to die? ~ childish thinking~ pls think of your parents...
Problem occur, you need to think positively and try to solve the problem or get help from close friends and lecturer but not scare of it or avoid from facing it. don't be a turtle, you are human. if fall down, then you need to learn how to stand up and walk again. pls don't sit at there to cry. cry will never help you to solve the problem.
Eg: i really hurt when i know the relationship is come to the end. ya is true that i did cried but i just took few days to recover, because i know 2molo is waiting for me, ~life goes on. come on~ we need to look forward... always cheers~ i can do so, so do you.
Pass is past. just make sure you will never repeat the same mistake again then will be ok. if you do mistake, try to correct it. and never keep your problem from your close friends. i'm sure they will always willing to help you. that why we need friends. that why a friend for.
~no secret, no gap in a relationship~ friends forever

take care
Cheers~

Wendy

I had a dream

i had a dream.
i dream of davon and xiyi.
what a funny dream....
xiyi follow me to one of my meeting in uni, she looks so serious.
and Mr Davon also there to do his writing work.
this is my 1st time to dream of both of them at the same time.
Craps~

我是否失恋了？

有恋爱才会失恋？那么我们是否恋爱过？我是否失恋了？
我真得很不明白这一点。。。
恋爱是什么？双方同意在一起才等于恋爱？如果说两个人都有感觉，感情很好，但是问题出现了，双方做了决定要各自走自己的路，这算是分手吗？我是否失恋了？
说得对，爱是盲目的。有情喝水就会饱。总是有人会为爱付出，牺牲， 疯狂。

朋友告诉我，失恋者会面对四各阶段 ：
1）震惊
2）伤心
3）冷静
4）接受事实

而有些失恋者只会面对两个阶段而已 ：
1）震惊
4）接受事实
他/她很可能会走上自杀的路。

失恋者需要时间来疗伤， 平复心情。 一个星期？一个月？半年？或几年？那就要看失恋者本身复原的能力。而我只需要几天的时间就能把伤疗好。

原来爱情是那么伤。爱一个人要懂得放手， 也许这也是一种快乐。“很爱恨爱你，所以愿意舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去 ”。除了要懂得放手， 也要懂得珍惜。 “叶子掉下了，是风不要它，还是树不要他？如果树珍惜叶子， 就不会让风带走。 如果你不主动去爱惜一段感情，当它离开而去时，是你放弃还是你未曾珍惜”？

给小师妹的话(1)。。。

爱。。。
世上没有永恒的爱
爱来得快去得快

爱。。。
带来的是快乐和悲哀
但，爱总是有爱有恨

眼泪不停的再流
心中的痛，非议能形容
原来爱是那么伤。。。

日子还得要过
无限的前途在等待着我们
小师妹，不要放弃

你要记住，
我会永远的支持你
友谊永固。。。
要保持联络

广岛之恋

你早就该拒绝我
不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事
留下丢不掉的名字
时间难倒回 空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情
是我一生难忘的美丽回忆
越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义
是谁太勇敢 说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看著
爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见
不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃 就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局
不够时间好好来恨你
终於明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前 用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你 爱过你 爱过你

...

Love a person need of 100% of heart
If you love two persons at the same time then love that you can give is only 50% 50%, which is not a prefect love just like a broken heart, broke into two part.
Love a person need to be loyal then only love can be lasting.
Love can be the most wonderful feeling in the world; yet it can just as easily be the hardest, most hurtful and extraordinarily painful feeling one ever experiences.

Friend --> love --> couple --> suffer --> break off
Friend --> love --> couple --> marry --> suffer --> break off

Thank you

In this 86 days i manage get to know few great friends :

Wernsin (mummy)
you are really a great future mummy, caring, lovely.
you always take care of Tim and Davon.
you will let me know what is happening there.
thanks

Xi Yi
you... you are a good girl and "geng" in sport, matching and chit-chatting
what you need is learn how to tell me jokes~
and you need to smile when take photo.
we will still be friends. hope to see you soon
thanks

Sharolyn
actually we just chat for twice
i so surprise that you are Davon's "daughter"
any thing you want to know please go to ask your "daddy".
nice to know you... hope to see you soon.

Davon (Bee in my heart forever)
you give me the great times to feel the feeling of being love
you will tell me the 3 words very time we meet.
we manage to share our joys and sorrows, we did made some promises.
thanks

Unwilling but have to...

Unwilling to let go but have to...
so sweet if every thing go smooth, the future that we imagine will be great.
question need to be ask, answer need to be know so that we will not hanging there.
ending will only be happy or sad.
what are you thinking? how you feel?
i feel tak biasa... really cant put down the feeling so fast.
i still got many things want to tell...

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joys, sorrows, worries...
besides, i knew few new friends
i learn how to craps~ haha
memories...

86 days

24/12/2006 -- 19/3/2007
duration is 86 days...
myself also not sure in this 86 days what kind of relationship we had,
friendship? love?
Anyway, the answer is not vital.
what i can say here is,
this 86 days full with happiness, sadness and worries... all of this will be store in my memories,
i think when i recall i will either smile or cry...
when the answer being know ... i cant hold my tears.
i never try this, maybe is true as what people said :
i paid my love and sacrifice before...
i know the answer will either happy or sad...
however i choose to know the answer because one person hurt better than three persons suffer.
here, i hope that two of you will appreciate each others, don't miss the chance again.
best of wish. Thank you for the answer and thanks for every things.
take care...

~Wendy~
can it be another 86 days? mystery...

Cherry Blossoms

The end of winter in Korea is heralded by an explosion of spring flowers, beginning in the south and proceeding to northward. By mid-March, the forsythia begins to bloom on Jeju Island, followed by the CHEERY BLOSSOMS and the rapeseed flowers. The spring messengers soon spread to the mainland, and by the end of April all the mountain and field of Korea are covered with many bright colors.



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wow~ i really hope to walk along the road in Korea or Japan which is full with Cherry Blossoms with someone. The moment must be every sweet and romantic...

Happy Ending are up to us

Love can be the most wonderful feeling in the world; yet it can just as easily be the hardest, most hurtful and extraordinarily painful feeling one ever experiences.

Simply loving someone is not enough. Either we love and leave it to fate, or we love and work hard at staying in love.

Whether Love is "Happily ever after is truly up to us".

One week

13/3/2007
2day is just the 1st day you gone for training.
from morning until now... i feel uncertainty
worry? i dunno
just wondering how are you there...

14/3/2007
2day is the 2nd day you gone for training.
now is raining... i feel cold
sick? i think nope
just wondering how are you there...

15/3/2007
2day is the 3rd day you gone for training.
now i'm singing a birthday song for you
guess what? 2day is your 21st birthday
just wondering how you will celebrate your birthday...

16/3/2007
2day is the 4th day you gone for training.
this morning i am surprise to meet you on9.
you told me your life there, unhappy, suffer...
however, i hope you can be strong, be mature...

17/3/2007
2day is the 5th day you gone for training.
early morning heavy rain.
how was the jungle tracking? manage hunt for food?
just be strong, still have 2 more days to go...

18/3/2007
2day is the 6th day you gone for training.
last night i feel guilty because you purposely sneak out to meet me but i am not there to online
i am worry about you, did you get any punishment after that?
however, i am waiting for you to come back...

19/3/2007
2day is the 7th day you gone for training.
i think 2day will be your last day for the training.
training is end, you have growth and learn some new skills
back to home!!!

Craps...

i am being influence by someone who love to write blogs...
i got a lot of idea but just do not know how to start a new post...
i hope to write about my family, my friends and even someone i do not know...
writing blogs make me feel better...
i can write my joys and sorrows...
i hope to share my experiences, joys and sorrows with someone who is willing and ready to share...
sometimes, i think i need of advice because i hate to make decision by my own...

now is the time for me to craps... the craps master is not around...

My Grandfather

This morning i read an article about "Beloved Grandpa" in The Star newspaper. The article is touch and meaningful. I can feel the love exist between the grandpa and granddaughter. They care and love each others. Support, concern and understanding are important elements in our life.

My grandfather (my mum's dad) currently stay in Penang with my grandmother. i recalled my childhood. The teddy bear that my grandfather bought for me i still keep it nicely. When i were in kinder study, i used to tell my grandfather to bring me to kinder and help me to carry my beg but it never happen because he always come to KL only for vocation during holiday.

Last week, my grandfather celebrated his 79th birthday. Before this, during CNY we bought him presents and celebrated his advance birthday at Old Town Coffee. We called him to wish him happy birthday. He cant recognized my voice since my voice is getting sexy after coughing. I encourage him to always go dating with grandmother for shopping and enjoy food.

Every time, when i meet them i will give them money to spend. They need to spend more time to enjoy their life since their children and grand-children are growth. My grandfather he likes to has morning walk every morning to buy news paper and eat breakfast in coffee shop. He has high expectation in education, he always learn new words from news paper.

I hope i can go to visit them when holiday. I made a photo frame by my own which i want to give them soon as a present. I hope they will like it.I wish my grandfather and grandmother can have honey moon everyday and enjoy life. Good Health...

Love,
Peiting

13rd-19th of March

one month ago, u told me that u will going for army training for a week but, it is during your birthday and,
you are unhappy because you cant spend your time with someone...
an unreasonable postpone of training you had made and,
had been rejected and something had happened on you...

13rd-19th of March
13rd of March is the 1st day you go for training...
15th of March is your 21st b'day
19th of March is the day you finish your training...

i really hope that you are fine,
every things are go well in during training
enjoy the training...
be safe and be careful

so in this 7 days,
we got more time thinking...
rest our mind...
i just dun understand why you always said i bully you, i din
and i think you are really not strong in mentally...

dear,
can you be more mature?

爱我的资格

把手放了 我也许会比较快乐
我也许会换个情人 我也许不会再撑
真地够了 能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再痛了 能不能不要开灯
我们的爱跟着你写的剧本
出现了越来越多的角色
我是你的什么人 如果不是情人
是不是不要在浪费我的人生
你比我更清楚
你对我多好 多温柔 多认证
不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我 想着我
只有我 爱本来就该独一无二
为你伤心多一点 少一点
流下的眼泪都一样不值得
世界上那么多的人 只有我一个人
能拯救自己的快乐 不要再为你哭了

Negative influences and problems of sex

Unfortunately, we live in a society that constantly bombards us with images of sex that have very little to do with healthy sexuality. In movies, on TV, in books, and in magazines we are exposed to countless examples of impulsive, irresponsible sex.

People are treated as sex objects and sex is often portrayed as a form of power and control over another person. It’s no wonder that many of us have experienced some tragic consequences of mis channeled sexual energy, such as sexual abuse, compulsive sexual behaviors, sexual exploitation, sexually transmitted diseases, unwanted pregnancy, and/or chronic sexual unhappiness.

Most of the sex education available in the world today focuses on reproduction, birth control and disease prevention. While this is important information, it stops short of helping us learn what we need to know to prevent sexual abuse, addiction, and dissatisfaction. In addition, many of us need new information to overcome problems caused by past sexual hurts so that we can go on to experience healthy sexual intimacy with a partner.

一首简单的歌

这世界很复杂 混淆我想说的话
我不懂 太复杂的文法
什么样的礼物 能够永远记得住
让幸福别走得太仓促

云和天蝶和花 从来不需要说话
断不了 依然日夜牵挂
唱情歌说情话 只想让你听清楚
我爱你是唯一的倾诉

写一首简单的歌 让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河 难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌 并没有什么独特
好像我 那么的平凡却又深刻

我一直在思考 让你了解我的好
却忘了 常常对你微笑
失去的忘记的 我会尽力去弥补
你是我最珍贵的财富
深刻 简单的歌 简单的歌

High fever

yesterday morning...
i had fever
the whole day i was fever and dizzy

feel hot and cold at the same time
only eat bread and drink honey in the whole day
non stop sneezing in the class...

what a bad day i had...
go into the class with pale face, look like ghost
so scary... blur blur to finish my presentation

ok, i'm going to sleep soon...
i need more rest and water
i hope my brother, Christopher who is sick can recover fast.

Cheat Tears

i am having high fever
feel headache and dizzy...
when someone tole me, you die.
Tears non stop falling
really cant accept the news.
i don't want to lost a friend...
finally she told me the truth, it is just to test me...
i am a human being with full of emotional and feeling
i am easily cry... i born with a crystal heart which is easily broke

i need to be strong.
if he die, my life still go on...
i still need to go on myself to the end...
never give up in life... don't be silly.

i...

In class...
i thinking of you
there way you craps, notti, joke and talk...
all come in to my mind
what are you doing there? in class? or resting in hostel?
hmm...
in the month of March a lot of things happened...
joys + sorrows...

Anyway,
is your birthday soon...
don't forget our date
nothing special...
just hope to spend the time with you.

Bukan Cinta Biasa

Sing by : Siti Nurhaliza

Begitu banyak cerita
Atas sebab ada duka
Cinta yang ingin ku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa
Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun takkan sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Andai ku bisa merubah smeua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnya?

Janji terikat setia
Masa mengupas segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa
Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata... ohh
Andai ku manpu mengulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir
Tiada tersuga
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawapan...

"This is our song"

心动

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它去
来不及 从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起

也至给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利

好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在我身体
守护我一生的回忆

First of May

Sing by: Bee Gees

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
We used to love while others used to play.
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess we'll cry come first of May.
The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.
do do do do do do do do do...

Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
some one else moved in from far away.

66 days

24 Dec 2006, X'mas eve
the 1st time we met on9, msn
we chat, we joke, we craps...
some kind of feeling started to build
we feel so close to each others
we chat in every night
we email each other everyday
we will care and concern for each others
and
i think something started to change
you no sharing your problems...
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
i get shock on the 2nd March 2007 at 12.28am
i receive a news from someone
an accident happened...
you fall from 3rd floor window...

Single...

i choose to leave
i cant take it any more
i cant accept your behavior

i hope you can think before talk
i hope you can be mature
i hope you can take care of yourself

we need time
we need of space
we need of understanding

why dun we spend some time thinking...
are we suitable to be couple?
should we continue?

dun make silly decision
make a right choice

keep in touch
take care
~Kiss GoodBye~

Kiss Goodbye

never cry when it comes to the end
smile because it is happen...
all the moments are still fresh in mind
although we are not willing to leave...

our mind become blank when we meet
give a minute to think...
joys always come with sorrows
hurt is always stay in heart...

tears cant measure the love that we had
pay off cant be return...
you still owe me many things
now only i feel the love...

Silly Wendy

i found out the truth by myself
you will never know how much i feel...
hurt, disappointed, sad
think to leave...

is true that something u dunno better than know
but i hate those people who lie or cheat me...
i need to know
the truth...

life is full of mystery, adventures
but also full with horrible faith...
you will never know
how vital i want to know about the real life...

maybe i shouldn't exist
i am weak, not enough mature...
i can't handle problem by my own
and i should be smart...