Saturday, June 30, 2007

Butterflies...

Last night i dreamed of many butterflies...
they are colorful and pretty enough.
the butterflies fly and dance in front of me...
wonderful,
the butterflies dance and perform a lots of patterns and shapes...
so nice...
however, the dream is not lasting.

蝴蝶来过这世界 ^~^

Friday, June 29, 2007



Last night i dreamed of Little Green for many times. i saw it comes back home... then i awake and run out of my room to the living room to find for it but it is not there... :'(
i miss Little Green

God Bless Little Green

回忆-->历史。。。

看会以前的一些照片和其他人的照片,
让我回想起一些回忆。
开心的,不开心的, 甜蜜的, 心酸的。
回忆全都变成了历史。
再也不能回到的过去。。。
事情发生了就会变成历史。
一篇一篇的历史写下了我的点点滴滴,我走过痕迹,我的存在。
如果, 明天我离开了这世界, 我走过痕迹将会永远的成为历史吗?
有人会永远地记得我吗?
有人会想我吗?

Thursday, June 28, 2007

现在的心情。。。

嘿!!!
现在的我不知该说些什么,想些什么, 做些什么。。。
头脑里一片空白所以才会写这个Blog。
嘿!!!
今早我丢失了一只小乌龟。
今晚我被骂了一顿。
嘿!!!
忽然间感到孤独,失望,内疚。。。
天啊,救救我吧!
把我的小乌龟还给我。
难道你要我今晚不用睡吗?
嘿!!!
被我等天亮吧!

伤心和内疚的在等待。。。

I make lost of my male tortoise :'(

what a bad day...
i let my tortoises to crawl around in the living room while i am doing my stuff...
i put them at the middle of living room and i put some poker cards to make a circle and let them crawl inside.
who's know when i go to have a look i found that two of them run out for the circle, i found the female under the dining table, and i cant find the male tortoise...
i find inside and outside the house for few time also cant get it...
baby, where have you go? please come back home, come back to me...
i don't want to lost you...
i miss you... don't let your partner be alone.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

懂得听人话的小乌龟?

我养了两只小乌龟,一只男,一只女。。。
男的叫小青, 女的叫小晴。
同住在一个鱼缸里。。。
算算看都还不到一个月。。。
这两天我发现奇迹,
它们既然懂得听我所说的话,给的指示。
每当我拿起一罐乌龟食物后说“mom mom”,它们就会往前来。
我喂它们乌龟食物时是一粒一粒的给免得给的太多。
如果它们没有看到那食物,我就会在鱼缸前敲一敲,然后说:“那边有食物”,聪明的它们会转身去吃那食物。
它们真的懂得听我的话吗?
也许,宠物是跟随这它们的主人一样聪明。
哈哈~

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

The beauty of New Zealand (2)



New Zealand is a country of rare seismic beauty: glacial mountains, fast-flowing rivers, deep, clear lakes, hissing geysers and boiling mud. There are also abundant native forests, long, deserted beaches and a variety of fauna, such as the kiwi, endemic to its shores.

Many number of vigorous outdoor activities - tramping (hiking), skiing, rafting and, of course, that perennial favorite, buggy jumping - await the adventurous. You can swim with dolphins, gambol with newborn lambs, whale-watch or fish for fattened trout in pristine streams and rivers.

The weather is never so miserable that there's no point in going to New Zealand: there are things to see and do all year round. The warmer months (November to April) are busiest, especially during the school holidays from December 20 to the end of January. Ski resort towns are obviously busier during the winter months. If you're travelling during peak periods (especially the Christmas season) it's best to book ahead, as much accommodation and transport fills up. It's probably more pleasant to visit either before or after this hectic period, when the weather is still warm and there aren't as many other travellers around.

The beauty of New Zealand (1)




New Zealand is a country in the south-western Pacific Ocean. it comprises two large island (the North Island and the South Island) plus numerous smaller islands, mosrt notably Stewart Island/ Rakiura and the Chatham Islands.

The Bay of Islands is one of the most picturesque and popular holiday sites in New Zealand. It combines great fishing, diving, sailing and other watersports with some of New Zealand's most significant historic sites.

The Bay of Islands was the site at which the earliest contact between the indigenous population and European settlers took place. Historic places include the treaty house, which houses the treaty of Waitangi; Captain Cook Memorial Museum; Flagstaff Hill (the flagpole was the scene of a historic confrontation between Maori and Pakeha, and was chopped down by the Maori leader Hone Heke); the oldest building in the country (Kemp House), and the oldest Church.

One of the most popular attractions is the Hole in the Rock, off Cape Brett. You can take a boating trip through the hole in a huge rock outcrop. Also popular are dolphin swimming and diving trips to the sunken Rainbow Warrior wreck.

一个就够。。。

拥有的多不代表快乐,满足。
拥有的少不代表悲哀,不足。
对我来说,一个就够:
一个幸福美满的家庭
一个爱我的老公
一颗感恩,懂得珍惜,乐观的心
一间属于自己的dream house
一辆属于自己的车
一分安定的工作
生活在一个自己爱的地方,New Zealand.
一个精彩的生活
活在一个平安的国家。。。

Monday, June 25, 2007

Stop AIDS in children


Stop AIDS in Children


Children are innocent.
nowadays, AIDS is the main killer in the world.
There are 380,000 children die of AIDS every year.
Everyone of them is just hope to see this new world without affected by diseases.
Give them a chance to see, feel and touch...
"Love yourself, Love your kids".

I am one of the member to support "Stop AIDS in children campaign". Have you join this campaign? Lets join.
Safe our next generation. Safe the world.
View this: http://www.avert.org/stop-aids-children.php#JoinTheCampaign


黄。禄。红。

This is a meaningful and funny advertisement from McD and the celebrity is Wang Lee Hom.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

第三届 下乡服务团 BBQ (1)

开心,好吃, 好玩, 累。。。
准备功夫很早就开始了。。。
这第一次的BBQ 是第三届 下乡服务团举办的。
有我大弟弟煮的炒米粉, 加哩菜,凉水。亦彬调味的鸡翅旁。和其他朋友们的帮忙。
然后还有烤鸡翅旁, 鱼丸, 玉粟黍, 香肠, 番薯, 马铃薯, crab stick, nugget, 布丁, 水果。
在草场上, 我们都烤到整身"香香"的。
我们还有像买卖的对白。 "谁要烤好了的鸡翅旁"?。。。 "谁要玉粟黍, 和烤番薯交换"? 哈哈~
大家都吃得很高兴。。。有说有笑。。。谢谢大家
爽~

Saturday, June 23, 2007

美好的回忆

每个活动都会让我留下一个回忆。
好的或坏的都是一个回忆。
在饥22 的营里,留下的是美好的回忆。
饥饿也许是痛苦的,但是对我来说饥饿是我给自己的人生体验和考验。
学习珍惜。。。

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Prince and Princess



Long long time ago...
Prince and Princess are the main character in fairytale such as Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and etc
every fairytale also end with happy and blissing ending... so sweet
and now, some of the people is still believe in fairytale...
every person's heart will have their own Prince or Princess...
which means is their partner...
so, is your Prince or Princess appear?
anyway, for those who is still waiting then must be patient
for those who already meet their Prince and Princess then must appreciate him or her

Good Luck


快乐

快乐是自己给自己的。
快乐是掌握在自己手中的。
快乐是自己寻找的。
快乐是甜。
快乐是发出内心。
快乐是天使。
快乐,不可以被测量。
快乐,不可以被制造。
人总是要为自己的人生 道路做出选择,
学习放手,不执著, 那就会得到快乐。

快乐每一天 ^_^

Monday, June 18, 2007

温胜光 - 我只能偷偷喜欢你

一场美丽的梦是如何开始
一场美丽的梦是如何散落
我记得想对你开口
但话语
只能在心中打转而保持沉默
每次偷偷看你迷人的眼眸
每次偷偷看你温柔低着头
可是你从来都不知我的心中
早晚为了见你心情多么美丽
我想我是已经被你着迷
不然我的心都不会如此怪异
我只能偷偷喜欢你
我只希望能梦见你
多想要对着手机告诉你
好想你 baby
我只希望作你唯一
如果你需要人陪我陪你
我期待能
和你开心一起


Sunday, June 17, 2007

饥22 / Famine 22

22 / Famine 22 16th-17th of June 2007 in Utar Sungai Long)终于圆满结束
饥饿22小时的意思是22小时禁食固体食物。
这第一次的饥22营的主题是 "正视贫苦, 聆听幸福"

我们领养了一位 Indonesia 的小男孩
在这饥22营里我体验到贫穷小孩饥饿, 救援饥饿的意义,发挥同舟共济的精神。
认识了很多朋友。 他们都很棒,我们都成功的埃过了22小时的饥饿。
谢谢花生汤在纸条里给我的支持与祝福。
谢谢朋友们的支持与鼓励。

生于没有战争,少有天灾国家的小孩真的很幸福。
丰衣足食,根本不懂得什么是饥饿, 饥饿的感觉是怎样的。
还有的是他们竟然活在幸福不只福,不懂得知足和珍惜, 不懂得感恩。
人所得到的往往比真真需要的来得多。
在营中,从照片和 motivation talk 里我得到了很多信息和提示。
人要懂得知足, 珍惜和时时刻刻要感恩。
人生不在于你拥有的多,而是你计较的少。
那就会感到幸福和快乐。


温胜光 - 小王子



是否记得
为你做的
某个片段
某件事情想对你说
要你快乐
这样的心愿从一而终
你的眼泪在夜里划落
我也像流星坠落
如果你笑了我好比灿烂的花朵
我答应你成为你梦想的王子
永远地爱护你
你是我的公主占据我的生命
我愿为你
筑起我俩幸福爱的小天地
无论宇宙多大
就想守护着你




Saturday, June 16, 2007

不拖不欠

在临别时候通话 并没记录
而我们的过去
没声息的结束
但唯独 远处那面挂钟
可以给我纪念这秒的痛
并无任何幸福事 活现眼前
连爱情的证据
亦得不到半点
没留念 也欠缺旧信件
竟看不见怎么可再相见
一个冷漠一个决绝 不多不少不相伯仲
你我再也不拖不欠 但我又为何发现
在脑内剩余纪念 已刚刚足够跟我纠缠
一句说话一个决定 清清楚楚干干脆脆
你我永远不拖不欠 但庆幸尚能发现
在印象尚留纪念 每一刻都记得

你甜蜜过的脸

Friday, June 15, 2007

Thank you, Vincent

suddenly i feel moody...
i feel lost...
i feel want to cry...
the feeling just come suddenly... unexpected
lucky i got you,
you sing songs for me...
thank for being with me when i feel sad...

笑话 (方言)

笑话 1

在巴杀里
有人问小贩:老板,这条鱼新鲜某?甜某?
小贩回答:大姑, 这条是咸鱼。

笑话 2

一位马来西亚的游客去香港旅行,
他去到一家卖水果的店里卖水果,
他问老板:这里有没有买“公蕉”,
老板回答,我卖水果三年多了我还是分不清那一种蕉是“公”的还是“娜”的。

Happy Birthday to Se@mus

I would like to wish my friend, Seamus happy birthday.
here, i would like to sing a song for him:

Happy Birthday to you
You are born in the zoo
With the monkey and elephant
Happy Birthday to Seamus

someone call him as boss,
someone call him as course rep,
someone call him as "lao ban"
someone call him as darling...
he is my course rep and class rep since July 2005.

have a wonderful birthday ya :P



Thursday, June 14, 2007

100th Blog

well~
this is my 100th Blog
**************************************************************************************
i would like to say thank you to the visitors who view and give comment to my blogs.
blogs is my diary...
where i write about my feeling, experience, opinion, photos, lyrics, and mtv
maybe someone will curious why i uploaded so many lyrics and mtv... actually that is one of the ways i used to express my feeling. the lyrics is just match with what i trying to tell the others.
i don't mind to share my experience, feeling and opinion to all my friends, but i just don't hope that my friends will gossip what i wrote.
for sure, my friends are welcome to give comments to any of my blogs, i'm sure will appreciate it.

thank you.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

A special blog for Nick Oh ( 99th Blog)

12nd of June is Nick's birthday
here, i would like to wish him happy birthday
and all the best to his study.

currently he is studying in UK and he is also a musician, drummer.
guess what?
he is coming back to Malaysia end of this month...
yeah~ we will going to meet each other... really long time no meet... i miss him so much

oklah~ here i tell you something about me and him and one secret.
we know each other in the age of 14 in the year of 1999.
i admired him when i were in form 2 till form 5.
he has a lot of admirer too.
we were studied in the same class for 3 years, f2,f4 and f5. during our form 3 we studied in different class.
he gave me special feeling...even we cant be couple but i felt happy and comfortable while be with him, sit next to him.
we jokes and laugh in class... nothing we cant chat... we got a lot of topics to chat...
we played in the class with other classmates...
i really enjoy every moments when he was around...
it still fresh in my mind, when we studied in form5, we were sit next to each other... we were naughty as we played at behind while the teacher was teaching in front and lastly we get caught.
once, he made a crop with his name by using eraser then he started to crop his name to my books, table, everywhere and even on my hand. and then he said every things with his name are belong to him. he is really naughty.
before we end our secondary study... all of my classmates had a video section... we captured every moments when we are in class, some funny funny video clips... i still keep the CD well.
after our secondary study, everyone of us have our own life... study, work...
every things had changed... however, the memories of my secondary school life will never change as it will always followed me wherever i go, it will be my shadow.

i appreciate every moments that i had... thank you
~friendship forever~
mucksssssss...

i wish you happy always and have a long lasting relationship with your girl friend :P

Monday, June 11, 2007

我们依然是朋友

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你,你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

我不再哭不再难过因为我知道我们还有好大好大的天空 喔~
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友

Requirement to my future partner...

here are the requirements of mine to my future partner :
1) non smoker
2) non drinker
3) non gambler
4) caring (me, my family members)
5) understanding
6) romantic
7) fun
8) loving
9) responsible
10) taller than me
11) talkative (can chit-chat with me all the time)
12) happy go lucky type
13) at least know how to play one type of music instrument
14) love kids
15) can read my mind
16) always by my side when i need him
17) honest
18) punctual
19) will be add on

Forgive you or not?

In my life,
i don't like to have enemy...
i prefer add one friend and deduct one enemy...
i just wish to have a happy life...
i am a kind of person who easily like or hate a person...
and, i born with soft ears and heart which i easily to forgive someone who make mistake and hurt me... but you don't try to hurt me or cheat me ok?
my friends please take note, don't make me to hate you.
behavior yourself

Sorry to my little female tortoise...

i am sorry,
because of my carelessness i drop you into the wash-basin while i want to change water
i know you get scare and hurt
i shouldn't be so careless...
i am sorry for that...
please forgive me...
i should take care well of you since you are sick...
i promise i will be careful when i hold you
wish you
~good health~

这是你给的,我要的吗?

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排 
你說的未來到底多久才來 ?
我終於看開愛回不來 
而你總是太晚明白 
你给的全是空白,
我想依賴而你卻都不在,
你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來 
但我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴 
被你親手緩緩推入懸崖
我看到記憶慢下來 過去甜蜜在倒帶 感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待 却被你一次次摔壞 已經碎成太多塊 
要怎麼拼湊跟重來?

是不是说
这份你已经丢下的感情我还执着?
我游荡再记忆深处为了寻找残留下的温度
我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福
我在镜子面前无助
我在梦里慌乱追逐
我在只有我的深夜里醒来感到孤独


现在的我在徘徊孤单中学习坚强
就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我希望我有双隐形的翅膀能够带我飞 飞过绝望 哪里会有风 就飞多远

Sunday, June 10, 2007

My pet is sick...

my pet is sick...
she is sick...
she has skill problem...
i cant find out what is the causes...
i feel sad...
i don't want to lost it...
she is cute while she always step on another male tortoise...
she is very active if compare with the male tortoise...
she can eat a lot...
help...

爱错

北风好不留情
把叶子吹落
坠落的它他选择的逃脱
叶子失去小心
风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落
忘记的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔原来是我
犯下从没真的爱错
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过...
真的受未你的世界
喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想到别
那些过去
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(从来没有爱过那么认的)
我从那里起飞
从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(爱过)
所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错爱错爱错baby)
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错

不哭

如果爱你是种盲目
我不在乎没了退路
要拿永远当赌注
才算数
当爱变得毫不在乎
你的自私我的不服
风追逐云的影子
太无助

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
这么投入都不够
还能再说什么
留下苦自己吞服
已分胜负早该醒悟

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
用坚强掩饰脆弱
忘记你的全部
这段情我是俘虏
输得彻底却给你祝福
忍住不哭

心酸。。。

对于你所做的事,我不想多过问。。。
我感到心酸,失望, 恨。。。
难道我不知道却是一件好事吗?
不知道总是比知道好?
那为什么你却选择要告诉我?
还是,这是你对我的诚实?
你让我不能入睡。。。脑海里出现很多问号。。。
为什么?为什么,你总是要让我对你的恨加倍?
我恨你。我恨你给我的期待却被你一次次摔壞,已經碎成太多塊要怎麼拼湊跟重來?

这将会是我对你一辈子的恨。

Friday, June 8, 2007

星星之火

A long time ago a little girl wanted to find her future
she went to the mountains and asked the sky
where's my future?
and just then the little star said
Sweetie, the future is in your hands
Yes, the future is in our hands

Twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
believe believe believe
you are the only star


Tuesday, June 5, 2007

成功 vs 失败

成功与失败并没有很大的分别,
只在于你怎样来判断它。

成功,
当然值得骄傲,
也给了自己一个更大的空间去发挥。

失败,
可以是一个起点的从新开始,
给了自己一个重生的机会。

if you never fall you will never know your mistake,
never cry when you are fall, you should feel happy,
because you are able to figure out your mistake.
just take it as an experience.

LEARN FROM MISTAKE and NEVER REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE

My 1st job as Smart Reader Kids Teacher

I had my 1st job as Smart Reader Kids teacher after my STPM for 7 months… I gain a lot of knowledges and experiences on how to teach and take care of kids… I had sweet and memorable times during my teaching… I love kids… During the time I’m teaching, I teach a group of 7 kids who are between the age 2 and 3 years old, there are Marcus, Charlene, Jie Jie, Hani, Owen, Sze Qian, and Nicole…They’re so cute…

I like Marcus the most… I still remember the 1st day he comes to study… he cry non-stop for a week, because he miss his parents, he is the only child for that time… so I carry him all the time to persuade him to stop crying… he will always call me “Teacher Wendy” while he see me… and he will always wait for me to come to work at down stair with another teacher… I miss him so much…

Charlene, is another girl i can always remember… she is very smart… she use to call me “Teacher Painting” because she know my real name is call Peiting, similar sound rite??? She also got a elder sister who also same kinder with her… both of them are clever and smart…

Another student call Tai Kuan, we always walked home together because he is going back to his grandmother’s house who stay in the same condo with me… he is active…

Before I forgot, I would like to say thank you to Teacher Nora, who always take care of me… she tough me many things… she also always treat me.

I miss all of you so much…

WendymarcusWendyyun_ling_2Wendyscott

Monday, June 4, 2007

我有话要说。。。

人生本来就是一场戏。。。
充满了喜怒哀乐。。。烦恼,难题。
可喜的是人往往都可以为自己的人生道路做出选择。
人的一生 40% 是主定的 60% 是人定的。

死,
并不是一个聪明的选择而是愚蠢的,
也是一个自私的选择。
如果他珍惜身边的人他一定不会选择死。

聪明的人会好好的生存下去,
为自己做出聪明的选择,寻找快乐, 消除烦恼。
人要自爱, 懂得爱惜和珍惜眼前人和东西。
不要等到失去时才来感到后悔和可惜,然后才懂得珍惜, 太迟了。

朋友,
保重

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Ms Strawberry 的故事

去年的十二月,
她被一名男生名为Ms Strawberry。。。 原因是她喜欢吃草莓。。。
不久,草莓小姐遇上了蜜蜂先生。
蜜蜂先生每天都说要拈着草莓小姐。。。要把她留在身旁。。。
后来他们成为了好朋友。。。
他们每天都会聊聊天, 说说笑话。。。
有时还会因为小事而吵架, 生气。
蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐在友情中擦出了火花。。。
可惜火花燃烧的时间很短暂。。。
很快的就燃烧完了。。。
现在蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐开始走上友谊路线。。。
各自过生活。

两个人并不等于我们

醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有什么在流逝慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的梦

彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答

空屋子里没有回声
等我记忆有你质问
我加上你两个人却不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏

你知道吗
我心快要溶化
是这样吗
压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗
爱我就懂我吗
告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是
太傻

My new pets...

2/6/2007
i bought a pair of tortoise ( 1 male , 1 female)
they are in green color.
each of them is 4cm...
name? oppos... i still no idea what name to give them...
anyone, any idea?

Saturday, June 2, 2007

一个人的我依然会微笑

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光

受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧 我不哭 无论多痛苦
你走吧 我不哭 就算会迷路


明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑

那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

Friday, June 1, 2007

很爱很爱你

想为你做件事,让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字。
求时间趁著你不注意的时候,
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实。
我想她的确是更适合你的女子,
我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事。
如果我退回到好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你,所以愿意舍得让你,
往更多幸福的地方飞去。
很爱很爱你,只有让你拥有爱情,
我才安心。

看著她走向你,那幅画面多美丽。
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜。
地球上两个人能相遇不容易,
做不成你的情人我仍感激。

很爱很爱你,所以愿意不牵绊你,
飞向幸福的地方去。
很爱很爱你,只有让你拥有爱情,
我才安心。

爱你不是两三天

退给你的信 只留下最后一封
淡淡笔迹 你熟悉的温柔
请别介意 我会将信纸好好收著
当我需要你关怀的时候
走过夏日街头 还是想牵你的手
好想听到 一句温暖的问候
虽然我们说好了 还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络

爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮 没你拥抱

爱你不是两三天
一眨眼心就能沉淀
你是否想念我 喔
还是像我 只和寂寞作朋友

担心你没有好好的过
又怕你已经忘记了我
刚刚分手 像告别很久
还想为你做些什么

给小师妹的话(2)。。。

如果死可以结束一切的话,
那你和我就不可能在这世界上相识。
几年前的我也有想过以死来为我的生命写上句号。。。
但是当时的我还是选择了继续往我的人生走下去因为我实在不舍得让爱我和疼我的人感到伤心。
失去一个亲人或朋友是件痛苦的事。
请别让爱你和关心你的人受到这些痛苦。。。
人往往就可能要走上一条自己不愿意走的路。。。试想想可能少少的波折后则是幸福的收果了。
如果你觉得累了那你因该停下来休息。休息是让自己可以走更长的路。
相信我你的前途是光芒的。
加油!

Finally...

20/3/2007 - 2/6/2007
is consider another 74 days for you and me?
Finally, at 2.35pm i write a full-stop for it...
everything comes to the end...
i choose to leave and disappear slowly...
this is because i think i am the one who shouldn't appear in the relationship.
now i just hope to wish them all the best and good luck.
please appreciate each others...
you and me are still friends... friendship forever
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

~Kiss GoodBye~

Recall...

such a lonely night... all alone... free-minded
all in sudden...
our jokes.. joys.. sorrows.. laugh... and your voice...
appear in my mind.
every moments just like a shadow... it will always follow us... memorizes...
and now my TT player is playing a song call "Bukan Cinta Biasa"...

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerana ku yakin ada Jawabnya

feeling easy come and go...
sometime i will feel i need you but sometime not...
i am not mature enough and not confident to have a try...
i being confuse...

Across the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be

is now the time for me to let go?
anyone can tell me?