Thursday, August 16, 2007

12月19日 带动热闹气氛

12月19日出生的人作风十分大胆且具有百折不挠的动力,总是能够吸引旁人的注意力。他们喜欢做自己,如果要他们带着面具迎合大众,简直是难上加难;所以他们总是表现出“这就是我,喜不喜欢随你”的态度。

这天出生的人特别擅长排解困难,而且好像命中注定就是要努力奋斗的活着,因此生活自然也不会太风平浪静。他们的生活中充满了一连串的挑战,而他们也总是全 力以赴,克服万难,赢得一场又一场的胜利。他们不是没有尝过败绩,只是每当跌到痛苦深渊,几乎必须放弃时,这天出生的人仍然会极力抵抗,奋战不懈,因此胜 利的滋味也显得更甜美、有意义。别认为他们是天生的盲目英雄主义者,应该说是这天出生的人比别人更具有宁死不屈的决心和毅力。

姑且不论命运所赋予的诸多难题,今天出生的人最大的敌人经常是自己。有时候,他们会因为一时的泄气而变得消沉,无意再战;有时候也可能是被一场突如其来的 情绪风暴所袭卷,刚开始也许只是自己心神不宁,后来却可能波及他人。在这种状况下实在很难去责备今天出生的人射手座,因为他们自己已经被一股强劲的力量黑 暗的渊薮之中,无法自拔。较敏感的外人看到他们这般模样都会油然生出同情之心,但是,如果今天出生的人仍然消极地自我沉沦,旁人再多的同情心也起不了任何 帮助的作用。热情、迷乱、令人抓狂的他们的确可以用来测试一般人的耐性,但是如果少了他们,生活又会变得平淡无奇。

事实上,很多年轻人地展现自我、心胸自由开放的他们当作崇拜的偶像,但是这天出生的射手座并不须要为这些模仿他们的年轻人负责,只不过在与小孩相处时,身为年轻人偶像的他们应该对自己冲动的行为稍做节制就是了。

基本上,12月19日出生的人喜好轻松的生活形态,但绝不是软趴趴、虚假的幽默方式,他们的幽默感通常带有讽刺的韵味,甚至也包含某些嘲弄的成人。这些射 手座的人经常以一张桀骜不驯的表情,再伴随一些比较开放的姿态出现在别人面前。在工作上,他们比较适合主动性强的工作,因为这样才能让他们自由自在地发挥 自己高强的能力。

幸运数字和守护星
12月19日出生的人受到数字1和太阳的影响。受数字1影响的人总是喜欢当第一名,充满企图心,而且不喜欢被限制。由于这天出生的人刚好介于射手座和魔羯 座的交界点,因此同时受掌管射手座的木星和掌管魔羯座的土星所影响。表现在个性上就是精力特别集中、态度直接而强烈。木星外放的力量和土星收入敛的特性相 互冲突,使得受太阳守护的他们同时具有乐观与压抑的个性,以及外张但又内蕴的特质。

健康
12月19日出生的人由于情绪经常大起大落,因此比较容易患有精神上的毛病。若要脱离这些痛苦,最重要的就是要深切了解总是根源,有时候可以借由咨商找出 问题的症结,但是绝对不要使用酒精或镇定剂来发泄或稳定情绪。激烈的运动和多变化的饮食可以保持心情开朗,而与善解人意、包容力强的人发展长久的友谊关 系,则能提供可信赖的支援系统。此外,多参加外界的活动也可以让他们走出自己的小天地,而获得与朋友共享的均衡生活方式。

建议
放轻松。不要对别人投注过度的关爱,也不要老是缩在自己的小世界,多与人交往。还有,别忘了每天大笑数次,把不快乐的事抛诸脑后吧。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第19张“太阳”,可说是所有牌中最好的一张。它象征知识、活力和幸运,也代表受人尊敬和回报。牌面正立时,代表清澈、人际和谐及美好的名声等等正面特质;牌面倒立则表示骄傲、自负、虚伪等不利的反面特性。

静思语
困难即是学习,阻碍即是挑战,不可能的事就是让你更进步的邀约。

优点
深远、勇敢、百折不挠。

缺点
苦恼、深不可测、抑郁。

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

女生当兵,男生呱呱叫。。。

华人社会的 [好男不当兵] 之传统观念渐渐被丢弃。
现在,女生当兵也受到国家的肯定和支持。但是,有些男生却在呱呱叫。。。
男生说女生很弱,捱不过,变粗鲁, 肤色变黑。。。一大堆负面的批评。。。
他们却不知道,士兵的生活却能让一个女生变得更坚强,更有魅力。
男生能办到的事, 女生也一样能办到。
别小看女生的。她们也有无限的力量。
士兵的生活,我也在去年埃过了。
现在的我是国家的后备军,Askar Wataniah。 5年的契约。
地狱式的训练与生活真得让我在痛苦之中寻乐。
我的第一个晚上睡不着,我一直在想我来对了地方吗?我真的要继续吗?最后我整个晚上我没睡。所以,我的第二天的第一个晚餐吃了的食物都几乎呕完,这都是因为我患上谓风和饮食习惯还不能配合。晚上回到宿舍后只好吃饼干填肚子。还好,接下来的日子我还能配合到。
每天的睡眠时间只有2-4 个小时。每天的地狱式的训练都让我感到很疲累, 很想放弃。但是,我还是埃过了。我告诉我自己不能半途而废因为这条路是我自己选的,我应该坚强和勇敢的走下去。
我真的很不明白为何宾士们的睡眠时间不是和大众们一样的?起码每天都有6-8个小时的睡眠时间,那才可以养足精神上场打战, 啊不然就会在战场上睡着了。
在使用M16的时候,曾经别它敲过两次,还留血了。这都是应为自己不小心。
真的不敢想想我既然我机会开枪,开40粒子弹成功射28粒在那遥远的假人上,真的很开心。有些朋友不小心吃了鸡蛋。我还试过子弹从头上飞过的感觉, 真刺激。
除了地狱式的训练以外,还有其它的活动。就在那时候,可以让我休息和享受一下。
在士兵的生活时我认识了很多知心朋友, 他们都很乐意帮忙和指导。那时候,也瞒开心的。 开心的时候,也把辛苦给忘了。
回来后的我,瘦了,肌肉变得结实, 皮肤变很黑了。难看多了。
有些朋友还每天说我黑,一点也不体谅。甚至到现在,已经是过一年多了,他还是说同样的一番话。我真的懒的理他 。
起码我做到了一些他永远不敢做的事,一些比其他女生还来的疯狂,大胆的事。
别再小看我了因为我和其他女生来得不一样。
现在,我也赞成女生去当兵。把自己的体格搞好,思想既然会变得坚强。皮肤变黑只是短时间的不美,过后一切就会便会和以前一样的了。如果那男生因为你皮肤变黑了而嫌弃你,那你也不该再为那男生留一点希望了。爱一个人不该以貌取人。
女生要加油~ 别让男生小看,要懂得保护自己。

Thursday, August 9, 2007

我与我姐姐

我与我姐姐一起生活了22年。我们的名字相隔 一个字。 我们的出生相隔1年,1个月,同一天。
小时候的我们看起来就像Twins。爸爸和妈妈总是爱买同样款式不同颜色的衣服给我们。
从小我们就开始一起吃喝玩乐,打架,骂架。哈哈~
我和我姐姐的体形相差不多,较小可爱。
我呀,小时候比我姐姐来的大胆。天不怕地不怕,爱玩点新和刺激的 and 总是会闯祸。
如今,也就是今天晚上我姐姐她要飞到Germany去求学的大概18个月。
18个月对我来说是个漫长的分隔。
有点担心她会不习惯生活在一个完全新的地方,但是她比我来的理智和独立的。
她是一位很勤力的学生。她是她课程里数一数二的成绩好的学生。
她的厨艺很好,她做的水果蛋糕非常好吃。
我应该学学她的。
好啦,在此我祝我姐姐事事顺利,开心每一天。
这是我和我姐姐小时候在动物园里拍的照片,她看来有点害怕的因为有猴子在后面。 哈哈~

Friday, July 27, 2007

Recently...

well, really long time i do not write post in this blog.
recently i am busy with assignments and presentations.
every night sleep around 1am or 2am...
this is uni life in a norms of every uni students.
so, what to do? i just adopt it.
haha~
and, now i am using IMVU messenger.
well... i just use it for 3 weeks...
i am rich in IMVU.
i have many clothes, accessories and etc...
i own an island, a sky with flyer and a venice...
haha~
if my real life have so many assets, very good lei...

ok, thats all for now.

Monday, July 9, 2007

孩子气又怎样?我只想要快乐

你的同一句话再次的刺进我的心里,"小孩子"。
也许你不知道我对这句话有多敏感。
也许你说我在朋友面前思想,动作都很小孩子, 但你要知道那是真真的我, 没造作的。
我无法否认我是否还是个小孩子, 但是我很肯定我比你活的开心快乐的多。
在小孩子的世界里是最单纯, 少于烦恼。他们计较的少, 所以快乐。我把大事化小, 小事化没。 而你却是太过执著凡事都把事情看得很严重搞到自己活在痛苦之中。
ok, 如你所说我还是像一个小孩子, 但我可以说我还比你会想, 想得通, 大方的多。
失去的爱情我很快的就可以忘记, 这并不代表我爱得不够深而是我选择忘记。把不开心的事忘掉, 人自然的会感到轻松, 快乐和年轻。我们应该往前看, 过去的就让它过去, 从头也来不及了。执著只会是给自己过意不去和痛苦, 那又为何呢?
你说我孩子气又怎样?我只想要快乐。我要的是很简单的快乐。

Friday, July 6, 2007

Fool~

haiz...
why when you need me only come to me?
why when you need my help only come to me?
why when you are not happy only will find me to chat?
i feel being fool.
who i am to you?
i feel that i am just a toys of you.
i need of cares and protections from you.
i know both of us are busy, even when we meet we also don't talk.
i don't want all of this. i hate it.
can we solve this problem together?
no matter what is the final answer, i will respect it.
is good that we can make clear of the problem...

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Magic Words

I want you to come to me
When you’re feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won’t come easy.
When the yearning fades away
Do we wanna stay for you?
Trying to be strong for you
Like you’re strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I’m having doubts about what I’m feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That’s when you come around.
And you just say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words
Oh baby and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can’t be here with me sometimes.
I can’t wait till you come around.
And you will say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words
Oh baby and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

You belong to me.

I belong to you.
And the feeling’s true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words,
the special words,
the magic words...
When you say you love me.
Say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
And you just touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away.
Then you just say the magic words

Monday, July 2, 2007

One month anniversary...

Haha~
i had a good news in this morning that is my tortoise came home.
Besides, today is my pets one month anniversary that mean i bought and rear them for one month already.
after the case of missing tortoise i learned an important lesson which is i need more care and attention to look after and take care well of my tortoises.
i understand the feeling while lost of thing or lost of a person.
it is not a great feeling, it will cause me miss it every day and night.
dream also will dream of it come home.
same like to miss someone we already lost whether is lost contact, separate or die.
therefore, when we still have the chance to care and love for someone or something, please take the opportunity make it and appreciate it.
do not miss any chance.

~Good Luck~

小乌龟回来了。。。

28/6/2007 -- 2/7/2007
失踪5天的小乌龟,Little Green 在今天早上8.45am 被我妈妈发现在客厅里出现。
当时的我还在睡觉。
突然我妈妈大喊"小乌龟回来了"。
在梦中的我被叫醒, 然后我赶快往客厅去。
果然是Little Green。
失踪了5天, 没有水,没有食物的它还是那么的好动。
我赶快把它放回它的家里,因为我知道它的活伴很想念它。
我给它食物和水。
很好动的它还是一样爬上爬下的, 一点也不累。
真的很开心能够再次的看到它。
昨天我还跑去了想要买新的一只乌龟, 因为那店里的乌龟都不比我的Little Green好看。
so, 我没买。也许这是注定我买不到新的一只乌龟因为Little Green会回来。
哈哈~爽

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Princess Diana / Princess of Wales



1st of July is the day born of Princess Diana in Norfolk, England.
Lady Diana Frances Spencer was 20 when she married Prince Charles, heir to the throne of Britain, on 29 July 1981. Her beauty and youthful charisma quickly earned Diana the nickname of "the people's princess." She and Charles had two sons, William (b. 1982) and Harry (b. 1984). However, the marriage was troubled almost from the start, and its breakdown was daily fodder for tabloids during the 1990s. Diana and Charles were divorced in 1996 and Diana devoted her life to her two sons and to worldwide charities. She and her boyfriend, Dodi Fayed, were killed in 1997 in a high-speed car crash in Paris, France.

May Princess Diana rest in peace.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Butterflies...

Last night i dreamed of many butterflies...
they are colorful and pretty enough.
the butterflies fly and dance in front of me...
wonderful,
the butterflies dance and perform a lots of patterns and shapes...
so nice...
however, the dream is not lasting.

蝴蝶来过这世界 ^~^

Friday, June 29, 2007



Last night i dreamed of Little Green for many times. i saw it comes back home... then i awake and run out of my room to the living room to find for it but it is not there... :'(
i miss Little Green

God Bless Little Green

回忆-->历史。。。

看会以前的一些照片和其他人的照片,
让我回想起一些回忆。
开心的,不开心的, 甜蜜的, 心酸的。
回忆全都变成了历史。
再也不能回到的过去。。。
事情发生了就会变成历史。
一篇一篇的历史写下了我的点点滴滴,我走过痕迹,我的存在。
如果, 明天我离开了这世界, 我走过痕迹将会永远的成为历史吗?
有人会永远地记得我吗?
有人会想我吗?

Thursday, June 28, 2007

现在的心情。。。

嘿!!!
现在的我不知该说些什么,想些什么, 做些什么。。。
头脑里一片空白所以才会写这个Blog。
嘿!!!
今早我丢失了一只小乌龟。
今晚我被骂了一顿。
嘿!!!
忽然间感到孤独,失望,内疚。。。
天啊,救救我吧!
把我的小乌龟还给我。
难道你要我今晚不用睡吗?
嘿!!!
被我等天亮吧!

伤心和内疚的在等待。。。

I make lost of my male tortoise :'(

what a bad day...
i let my tortoises to crawl around in the living room while i am doing my stuff...
i put them at the middle of living room and i put some poker cards to make a circle and let them crawl inside.
who's know when i go to have a look i found that two of them run out for the circle, i found the female under the dining table, and i cant find the male tortoise...
i find inside and outside the house for few time also cant get it...
baby, where have you go? please come back home, come back to me...
i don't want to lost you...
i miss you... don't let your partner be alone.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

懂得听人话的小乌龟?

我养了两只小乌龟,一只男,一只女。。。
男的叫小青, 女的叫小晴。
同住在一个鱼缸里。。。
算算看都还不到一个月。。。
这两天我发现奇迹,
它们既然懂得听我所说的话,给的指示。
每当我拿起一罐乌龟食物后说“mom mom”,它们就会往前来。
我喂它们乌龟食物时是一粒一粒的给免得给的太多。
如果它们没有看到那食物,我就会在鱼缸前敲一敲,然后说:“那边有食物”,聪明的它们会转身去吃那食物。
它们真的懂得听我的话吗?
也许,宠物是跟随这它们的主人一样聪明。
哈哈~

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

The beauty of New Zealand (2)



New Zealand is a country of rare seismic beauty: glacial mountains, fast-flowing rivers, deep, clear lakes, hissing geysers and boiling mud. There are also abundant native forests, long, deserted beaches and a variety of fauna, such as the kiwi, endemic to its shores.

Many number of vigorous outdoor activities - tramping (hiking), skiing, rafting and, of course, that perennial favorite, buggy jumping - await the adventurous. You can swim with dolphins, gambol with newborn lambs, whale-watch or fish for fattened trout in pristine streams and rivers.

The weather is never so miserable that there's no point in going to New Zealand: there are things to see and do all year round. The warmer months (November to April) are busiest, especially during the school holidays from December 20 to the end of January. Ski resort towns are obviously busier during the winter months. If you're travelling during peak periods (especially the Christmas season) it's best to book ahead, as much accommodation and transport fills up. It's probably more pleasant to visit either before or after this hectic period, when the weather is still warm and there aren't as many other travellers around.

The beauty of New Zealand (1)




New Zealand is a country in the south-western Pacific Ocean. it comprises two large island (the North Island and the South Island) plus numerous smaller islands, mosrt notably Stewart Island/ Rakiura and the Chatham Islands.

The Bay of Islands is one of the most picturesque and popular holiday sites in New Zealand. It combines great fishing, diving, sailing and other watersports with some of New Zealand's most significant historic sites.

The Bay of Islands was the site at which the earliest contact between the indigenous population and European settlers took place. Historic places include the treaty house, which houses the treaty of Waitangi; Captain Cook Memorial Museum; Flagstaff Hill (the flagpole was the scene of a historic confrontation between Maori and Pakeha, and was chopped down by the Maori leader Hone Heke); the oldest building in the country (Kemp House), and the oldest Church.

One of the most popular attractions is the Hole in the Rock, off Cape Brett. You can take a boating trip through the hole in a huge rock outcrop. Also popular are dolphin swimming and diving trips to the sunken Rainbow Warrior wreck.

一个就够。。。

拥有的多不代表快乐,满足。
拥有的少不代表悲哀,不足。
对我来说,一个就够:
一个幸福美满的家庭
一个爱我的老公
一颗感恩,懂得珍惜,乐观的心
一间属于自己的dream house
一辆属于自己的车
一分安定的工作
生活在一个自己爱的地方,New Zealand.
一个精彩的生活
活在一个平安的国家。。。

Monday, June 25, 2007

Stop AIDS in children


Stop AIDS in Children


Children are innocent.
nowadays, AIDS is the main killer in the world.
There are 380,000 children die of AIDS every year.
Everyone of them is just hope to see this new world without affected by diseases.
Give them a chance to see, feel and touch...
"Love yourself, Love your kids".

I am one of the member to support "Stop AIDS in children campaign". Have you join this campaign? Lets join.
Safe our next generation. Safe the world.
View this: http://www.avert.org/stop-aids-children.php#JoinTheCampaign


黄。禄。红。

This is a meaningful and funny advertisement from McD and the celebrity is Wang Lee Hom.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

第三届 下乡服务团 BBQ (1)

开心,好吃, 好玩, 累。。。
准备功夫很早就开始了。。。
这第一次的BBQ 是第三届 下乡服务团举办的。
有我大弟弟煮的炒米粉, 加哩菜,凉水。亦彬调味的鸡翅旁。和其他朋友们的帮忙。
然后还有烤鸡翅旁, 鱼丸, 玉粟黍, 香肠, 番薯, 马铃薯, crab stick, nugget, 布丁, 水果。
在草场上, 我们都烤到整身"香香"的。
我们还有像买卖的对白。 "谁要烤好了的鸡翅旁"?。。。 "谁要玉粟黍, 和烤番薯交换"? 哈哈~
大家都吃得很高兴。。。有说有笑。。。谢谢大家
爽~

Saturday, June 23, 2007

美好的回忆

每个活动都会让我留下一个回忆。
好的或坏的都是一个回忆。
在饥22 的营里,留下的是美好的回忆。
饥饿也许是痛苦的,但是对我来说饥饿是我给自己的人生体验和考验。
学习珍惜。。。

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Prince and Princess



Long long time ago...
Prince and Princess are the main character in fairytale such as Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and etc
every fairytale also end with happy and blissing ending... so sweet
and now, some of the people is still believe in fairytale...
every person's heart will have their own Prince or Princess...
which means is their partner...
so, is your Prince or Princess appear?
anyway, for those who is still waiting then must be patient
for those who already meet their Prince and Princess then must appreciate him or her

Good Luck


快乐

快乐是自己给自己的。
快乐是掌握在自己手中的。
快乐是自己寻找的。
快乐是甜。
快乐是发出内心。
快乐是天使。
快乐,不可以被测量。
快乐,不可以被制造。
人总是要为自己的人生 道路做出选择,
学习放手,不执著, 那就会得到快乐。

快乐每一天 ^_^

Monday, June 18, 2007

温胜光 - 我只能偷偷喜欢你

一场美丽的梦是如何开始
一场美丽的梦是如何散落
我记得想对你开口
但话语
只能在心中打转而保持沉默
每次偷偷看你迷人的眼眸
每次偷偷看你温柔低着头
可是你从来都不知我的心中
早晚为了见你心情多么美丽
我想我是已经被你着迷
不然我的心都不会如此怪异
我只能偷偷喜欢你
我只希望能梦见你
多想要对着手机告诉你
好想你 baby
我只希望作你唯一
如果你需要人陪我陪你
我期待能
和你开心一起


Sunday, June 17, 2007

饥22 / Famine 22

22 / Famine 22 16th-17th of June 2007 in Utar Sungai Long)终于圆满结束
饥饿22小时的意思是22小时禁食固体食物。
这第一次的饥22营的主题是 "正视贫苦, 聆听幸福"

我们领养了一位 Indonesia 的小男孩
在这饥22营里我体验到贫穷小孩饥饿, 救援饥饿的意义,发挥同舟共济的精神。
认识了很多朋友。 他们都很棒,我们都成功的埃过了22小时的饥饿。
谢谢花生汤在纸条里给我的支持与祝福。
谢谢朋友们的支持与鼓励。

生于没有战争,少有天灾国家的小孩真的很幸福。
丰衣足食,根本不懂得什么是饥饿, 饥饿的感觉是怎样的。
还有的是他们竟然活在幸福不只福,不懂得知足和珍惜, 不懂得感恩。
人所得到的往往比真真需要的来得多。
在营中,从照片和 motivation talk 里我得到了很多信息和提示。
人要懂得知足, 珍惜和时时刻刻要感恩。
人生不在于你拥有的多,而是你计较的少。
那就会感到幸福和快乐。


温胜光 - 小王子



是否记得
为你做的
某个片段
某件事情想对你说
要你快乐
这样的心愿从一而终
你的眼泪在夜里划落
我也像流星坠落
如果你笑了我好比灿烂的花朵
我答应你成为你梦想的王子
永远地爱护你
你是我的公主占据我的生命
我愿为你
筑起我俩幸福爱的小天地
无论宇宙多大
就想守护着你




Saturday, June 16, 2007

不拖不欠

在临别时候通话 并没记录
而我们的过去
没声息的结束
但唯独 远处那面挂钟
可以给我纪念这秒的痛
并无任何幸福事 活现眼前
连爱情的证据
亦得不到半点
没留念 也欠缺旧信件
竟看不见怎么可再相见
一个冷漠一个决绝 不多不少不相伯仲
你我再也不拖不欠 但我又为何发现
在脑内剩余纪念 已刚刚足够跟我纠缠
一句说话一个决定 清清楚楚干干脆脆
你我永远不拖不欠 但庆幸尚能发现
在印象尚留纪念 每一刻都记得

你甜蜜过的脸

Friday, June 15, 2007

Thank you, Vincent

suddenly i feel moody...
i feel lost...
i feel want to cry...
the feeling just come suddenly... unexpected
lucky i got you,
you sing songs for me...
thank for being with me when i feel sad...

笑话 (方言)

笑话 1

在巴杀里
有人问小贩:老板,这条鱼新鲜某?甜某?
小贩回答:大姑, 这条是咸鱼。

笑话 2

一位马来西亚的游客去香港旅行,
他去到一家卖水果的店里卖水果,
他问老板:这里有没有买“公蕉”,
老板回答,我卖水果三年多了我还是分不清那一种蕉是“公”的还是“娜”的。

Happy Birthday to Se@mus

I would like to wish my friend, Seamus happy birthday.
here, i would like to sing a song for him:

Happy Birthday to you
You are born in the zoo
With the monkey and elephant
Happy Birthday to Seamus

someone call him as boss,
someone call him as course rep,
someone call him as "lao ban"
someone call him as darling...
he is my course rep and class rep since July 2005.

have a wonderful birthday ya :P



Thursday, June 14, 2007

100th Blog

well~
this is my 100th Blog
**************************************************************************************
i would like to say thank you to the visitors who view and give comment to my blogs.
blogs is my diary...
where i write about my feeling, experience, opinion, photos, lyrics, and mtv
maybe someone will curious why i uploaded so many lyrics and mtv... actually that is one of the ways i used to express my feeling. the lyrics is just match with what i trying to tell the others.
i don't mind to share my experience, feeling and opinion to all my friends, but i just don't hope that my friends will gossip what i wrote.
for sure, my friends are welcome to give comments to any of my blogs, i'm sure will appreciate it.

thank you.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

A special blog for Nick Oh ( 99th Blog)

12nd of June is Nick's birthday
here, i would like to wish him happy birthday
and all the best to his study.

currently he is studying in UK and he is also a musician, drummer.
guess what?
he is coming back to Malaysia end of this month...
yeah~ we will going to meet each other... really long time no meet... i miss him so much

oklah~ here i tell you something about me and him and one secret.
we know each other in the age of 14 in the year of 1999.
i admired him when i were in form 2 till form 5.
he has a lot of admirer too.
we were studied in the same class for 3 years, f2,f4 and f5. during our form 3 we studied in different class.
he gave me special feeling...even we cant be couple but i felt happy and comfortable while be with him, sit next to him.
we jokes and laugh in class... nothing we cant chat... we got a lot of topics to chat...
we played in the class with other classmates...
i really enjoy every moments when he was around...
it still fresh in my mind, when we studied in form5, we were sit next to each other... we were naughty as we played at behind while the teacher was teaching in front and lastly we get caught.
once, he made a crop with his name by using eraser then he started to crop his name to my books, table, everywhere and even on my hand. and then he said every things with his name are belong to him. he is really naughty.
before we end our secondary study... all of my classmates had a video section... we captured every moments when we are in class, some funny funny video clips... i still keep the CD well.
after our secondary study, everyone of us have our own life... study, work...
every things had changed... however, the memories of my secondary school life will never change as it will always followed me wherever i go, it will be my shadow.

i appreciate every moments that i had... thank you
~friendship forever~
mucksssssss...

i wish you happy always and have a long lasting relationship with your girl friend :P

Monday, June 11, 2007

我们依然是朋友

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你,你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

我不再哭不再难过因为我知道我们还有好大好大的天空 喔~
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友

Requirement to my future partner...

here are the requirements of mine to my future partner :
1) non smoker
2) non drinker
3) non gambler
4) caring (me, my family members)
5) understanding
6) romantic
7) fun
8) loving
9) responsible
10) taller than me
11) talkative (can chit-chat with me all the time)
12) happy go lucky type
13) at least know how to play one type of music instrument
14) love kids
15) can read my mind
16) always by my side when i need him
17) honest
18) punctual
19) will be add on

Forgive you or not?

In my life,
i don't like to have enemy...
i prefer add one friend and deduct one enemy...
i just wish to have a happy life...
i am a kind of person who easily like or hate a person...
and, i born with soft ears and heart which i easily to forgive someone who make mistake and hurt me... but you don't try to hurt me or cheat me ok?
my friends please take note, don't make me to hate you.
behavior yourself

Sorry to my little female tortoise...

i am sorry,
because of my carelessness i drop you into the wash-basin while i want to change water
i know you get scare and hurt
i shouldn't be so careless...
i am sorry for that...
please forgive me...
i should take care well of you since you are sick...
i promise i will be careful when i hold you
wish you
~good health~

这是你给的,我要的吗?

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排 
你說的未來到底多久才來 ?
我終於看開愛回不來 
而你總是太晚明白 
你给的全是空白,
我想依賴而你卻都不在,
你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來 
但我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴 
被你親手緩緩推入懸崖
我看到記憶慢下來 過去甜蜜在倒帶 感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待 却被你一次次摔壞 已經碎成太多塊 
要怎麼拼湊跟重來?

是不是说
这份你已经丢下的感情我还执着?
我游荡再记忆深处为了寻找残留下的温度
我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福
我在镜子面前无助
我在梦里慌乱追逐
我在只有我的深夜里醒来感到孤独


现在的我在徘徊孤单中学习坚强
就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我希望我有双隐形的翅膀能够带我飞 飞过绝望 哪里会有风 就飞多远

Sunday, June 10, 2007

My pet is sick...

my pet is sick...
she is sick...
she has skill problem...
i cant find out what is the causes...
i feel sad...
i don't want to lost it...
she is cute while she always step on another male tortoise...
she is very active if compare with the male tortoise...
she can eat a lot...
help...

爱错

北风好不留情
把叶子吹落
坠落的它他选择的逃脱
叶子失去小心
风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落
忘记的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔原来是我
犯下从没真的爱错
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过...
真的受未你的世界
喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想到别
那些过去
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(从来没有爱过那么认的)
我从那里起飞
从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(爱过)
所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错爱错爱错baby)
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错

不哭

如果爱你是种盲目
我不在乎没了退路
要拿永远当赌注
才算数
当爱变得毫不在乎
你的自私我的不服
风追逐云的影子
太无助

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
这么投入都不够
还能再说什么
留下苦自己吞服
已分胜负早该醒悟

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
用坚强掩饰脆弱
忘记你的全部
这段情我是俘虏
输得彻底却给你祝福
忍住不哭

心酸。。。

对于你所做的事,我不想多过问。。。
我感到心酸,失望, 恨。。。
难道我不知道却是一件好事吗?
不知道总是比知道好?
那为什么你却选择要告诉我?
还是,这是你对我的诚实?
你让我不能入睡。。。脑海里出现很多问号。。。
为什么?为什么,你总是要让我对你的恨加倍?
我恨你。我恨你给我的期待却被你一次次摔壞,已經碎成太多塊要怎麼拼湊跟重來?

这将会是我对你一辈子的恨。

Friday, June 8, 2007

星星之火

A long time ago a little girl wanted to find her future
she went to the mountains and asked the sky
where's my future?
and just then the little star said
Sweetie, the future is in your hands
Yes, the future is in our hands

Twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
believe believe believe
you are the only star


Tuesday, June 5, 2007

成功 vs 失败

成功与失败并没有很大的分别,
只在于你怎样来判断它。

成功,
当然值得骄傲,
也给了自己一个更大的空间去发挥。

失败,
可以是一个起点的从新开始,
给了自己一个重生的机会。

if you never fall you will never know your mistake,
never cry when you are fall, you should feel happy,
because you are able to figure out your mistake.
just take it as an experience.

LEARN FROM MISTAKE and NEVER REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE

My 1st job as Smart Reader Kids Teacher

I had my 1st job as Smart Reader Kids teacher after my STPM for 7 months… I gain a lot of knowledges and experiences on how to teach and take care of kids… I had sweet and memorable times during my teaching… I love kids… During the time I’m teaching, I teach a group of 7 kids who are between the age 2 and 3 years old, there are Marcus, Charlene, Jie Jie, Hani, Owen, Sze Qian, and Nicole…They’re so cute…

I like Marcus the most… I still remember the 1st day he comes to study… he cry non-stop for a week, because he miss his parents, he is the only child for that time… so I carry him all the time to persuade him to stop crying… he will always call me “Teacher Wendy” while he see me… and he will always wait for me to come to work at down stair with another teacher… I miss him so much…

Charlene, is another girl i can always remember… she is very smart… she use to call me “Teacher Painting” because she know my real name is call Peiting, similar sound rite??? She also got a elder sister who also same kinder with her… both of them are clever and smart…

Another student call Tai Kuan, we always walked home together because he is going back to his grandmother’s house who stay in the same condo with me… he is active…

Before I forgot, I would like to say thank you to Teacher Nora, who always take care of me… she tough me many things… she also always treat me.

I miss all of you so much…

WendymarcusWendyyun_ling_2Wendyscott

Monday, June 4, 2007

我有话要说。。。

人生本来就是一场戏。。。
充满了喜怒哀乐。。。烦恼,难题。
可喜的是人往往都可以为自己的人生道路做出选择。
人的一生 40% 是主定的 60% 是人定的。

死,
并不是一个聪明的选择而是愚蠢的,
也是一个自私的选择。
如果他珍惜身边的人他一定不会选择死。

聪明的人会好好的生存下去,
为自己做出聪明的选择,寻找快乐, 消除烦恼。
人要自爱, 懂得爱惜和珍惜眼前人和东西。
不要等到失去时才来感到后悔和可惜,然后才懂得珍惜, 太迟了。

朋友,
保重

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Ms Strawberry 的故事

去年的十二月,
她被一名男生名为Ms Strawberry。。。 原因是她喜欢吃草莓。。。
不久,草莓小姐遇上了蜜蜂先生。
蜜蜂先生每天都说要拈着草莓小姐。。。要把她留在身旁。。。
后来他们成为了好朋友。。。
他们每天都会聊聊天, 说说笑话。。。
有时还会因为小事而吵架, 生气。
蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐在友情中擦出了火花。。。
可惜火花燃烧的时间很短暂。。。
很快的就燃烧完了。。。
现在蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐开始走上友谊路线。。。
各自过生活。

两个人并不等于我们

醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有什么在流逝慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的梦

彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答

空屋子里没有回声
等我记忆有你质问
我加上你两个人却不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏

你知道吗
我心快要溶化
是这样吗
压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗
爱我就懂我吗
告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是
太傻

My new pets...

2/6/2007
i bought a pair of tortoise ( 1 male , 1 female)
they are in green color.
each of them is 4cm...
name? oppos... i still no idea what name to give them...
anyone, any idea?

Saturday, June 2, 2007

一个人的我依然会微笑

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光

受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧 我不哭 无论多痛苦
你走吧 我不哭 就算会迷路


明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑

那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

Friday, June 1, 2007

很爱很爱你

想为你做件事,让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字。
求时间趁著你不注意的时候,
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实。
我想她的确是更适合你的女子,
我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事。
如果我退回到好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你,所以愿意舍得让你,
往更多幸福的地方飞去。
很爱很爱你,只有让你拥有爱情,
我才安心。

看著她走向你,那幅画面多美丽。
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜。
地球上两个人能相遇不容易,
做不成你的情人我仍感激。

很爱很爱你,所以愿意不牵绊你,
飞向幸福的地方去。
很爱很爱你,只有让你拥有爱情,
我才安心。

爱你不是两三天

退给你的信 只留下最后一封
淡淡笔迹 你熟悉的温柔
请别介意 我会将信纸好好收著
当我需要你关怀的时候
走过夏日街头 还是想牵你的手
好想听到 一句温暖的问候
虽然我们说好了 还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络

爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮 没你拥抱

爱你不是两三天
一眨眼心就能沉淀
你是否想念我 喔
还是像我 只和寂寞作朋友

担心你没有好好的过
又怕你已经忘记了我
刚刚分手 像告别很久
还想为你做些什么

给小师妹的话(2)。。。

如果死可以结束一切的话,
那你和我就不可能在这世界上相识。
几年前的我也有想过以死来为我的生命写上句号。。。
但是当时的我还是选择了继续往我的人生走下去因为我实在不舍得让爱我和疼我的人感到伤心。
失去一个亲人或朋友是件痛苦的事。
请别让爱你和关心你的人受到这些痛苦。。。
人往往就可能要走上一条自己不愿意走的路。。。试想想可能少少的波折后则是幸福的收果了。
如果你觉得累了那你因该停下来休息。休息是让自己可以走更长的路。
相信我你的前途是光芒的。
加油!

Finally...

20/3/2007 - 2/6/2007
is consider another 74 days for you and me?
Finally, at 2.35pm i write a full-stop for it...
everything comes to the end...
i choose to leave and disappear slowly...
this is because i think i am the one who shouldn't appear in the relationship.
now i just hope to wish them all the best and good luck.
please appreciate each others...
you and me are still friends... friendship forever
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

~Kiss GoodBye~

Recall...

such a lonely night... all alone... free-minded
all in sudden...
our jokes.. joys.. sorrows.. laugh... and your voice...
appear in my mind.
every moments just like a shadow... it will always follow us... memorizes...
and now my TT player is playing a song call "Bukan Cinta Biasa"...

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerana ku yakin ada Jawabnya

feeling easy come and go...
sometime i will feel i need you but sometime not...
i am not mature enough and not confident to have a try...
i being confuse...

Across the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be

is now the time for me to let go?
anyone can tell me?

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Where am i in the photo?

Finally 3 days 2 nights camping at Pusat Latihan Jugra, Banting had comes to the end...
fun, adventures, memorable...
i love to see stars in Banting during the late night...
i had a memorable experience which was to see stars at 2am-4am...
here is the photo of the camping...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Sunshine...

you are my Sunshine,
mine only Sunshine,
you make me HAPPY,
when the sky's are grey,
you never know Dear,
how much I LOVE YOU.
please don't take my sunshine away

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Adventure 2006

Adventure 2006 this blog is about my university life in UTAR in 2006
last year was a wonderful and meaningful year that i ever have.
i joint and take part in two societies and many activities, trips and etc. such as, Community Service Society(CS), visit to Orphanage, Askar Wataniah(AW), Hiking, Community Sociology Program, Camping...

In the early month in 2006, i joint CS society and become one of the members. i involved myself to be a helper in the 1000 peoples charity night for the orphanage at Tian Huo Gong on 13th March 2006. i get to know many new friends who are kind and friendly.


besides, i also went to the orphanage together with my CS friends who are same group with me. there, we play and teach the orphan and i also played piano for them. the orphans are cute enough and all of them have a meaningful name.


In May 2006, i take part in Askar Wataniah one month training at Rejimen 515 Askar Wataniah which located at Jalan Ampang which is on 8/5 /06-- 8/6/06. this training involved of 98 trainees came from different states.
i learned alot from the training i become independent and try out many new thing such as the skill to use M16, marching, and etc. besides, i get to know many good friends.
many peoples asked me why i took this training... and my answers are, i want to be different and strong than other girls. and, another answer is because i am angry with myself.

In the same month when i came back from AW training my university is having ball night, AW members are request to be security guard in the night. therefore, i took the offer and i take it as a change to attend the ball night.


In the month of Oct from 1/10/06--7/10/06, i joint Community Sociology Program, "Xia Xiang". among the 200+ interviewer only have 40 interviewer are successfully joint the program. the place that we went is at Langkap, Perak. we went there for one week. everyone of us have our own family that willing to adopt us for the week, they provide food and place to stay for us. Me and Peter are stay in the same family.we organized many activities for the students and the public such as camp fire, primary one day camp, many competition and etc. we did visited to old folk home too. here, i get to know my 3rd brother, Vincent.


In the same month of Oct in the next week that i came back from Langkap, on the 13/10/06 i went hiking at Gunung Angsi, Seremban. the hiking trip is 3 days 2 nights. all of the participants were sleep in tend and we played water in the water fall. besides, all the participants were menage to hike to the peak of the mountain. the following photo is my group mates.

On 16-17/12/06, i went for another camping where at Kota Damansara. which is a 2 days 1 night camping. there are 18 participants all are CS members. i learned many name of the flora and see new spesis.


In the same month of December from 27-30/12/06, 39 of the Community Sociology Program's members were back to Langkap again. this time we name the trip as "hui xiang". this time we also organized few activities such as secondary one day camp and etc. besides, my adopted family bring me and Peter to many place to visit such as "Lan Tian Dong", "San Pao Dong", Gua Tempurung, and Cameron Highland in the same day... really fun.


~end of 2006~

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Family come 1st in my life

well~ in this post i would like to thank my parents who give me a change to "see" this world.
they love me very much...
they will protect me... care of me... concern about me...
they guide me and give me advice.
i am the 2nd daughter at home.
besides, i have 3 siblings (3 of them are my sisters)
i always rank my family at 1st, career is 2nd and etc...
in my point of view nothing is vital than my family.
for example, even i have a hubby but maybe one day we will separate or divorce but this will not happen to me and my family.
and, when i face problems my family members will always be the 1st person who give me a hand.
therefore,
i will always appreciate them. i love them... mucksssssssssssssssssssssssss... ...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

In Holiday mood...

Well~ after finish all the exam of cause is the time for holiday... wahkaka~
Every sem will has 3 weeks of holidays...
I am going camping on 23-25th May 2007...
So now is busy preparing for the stuff... everyday 10am -- 6pm... tired~
This is the 1st time i involve in the committee post..
I am a medical coordinator... haha~
Besides, i also in-charge in making name tag for 30 committee and 111 participants... total is 141...
So lucky that, my friends and i found a sponsor who willing to sponsor 100% for production.
I am also the group leader for group 2 name as "Bleach" during the camping.
And, this camping is special to me because i going to camp with my two brothers too...
They are Keon and Christopher... and the younger brother (Vincent) is not joining because he is still not a university students.

Got handsome and pretty participants...
i hope my holidays will be fun and memorable...

Monday, May 14, 2007

1st anniversary

NOW, I become an Army le… unexpected rite??? So do i.

I gained an unforgettable experience during I joined one month Askar Wataniah training, 8th May 2006 – 8th June 2006 at Rejimen 515 AW, Jalan Ampang…

I had many my first times...; my 1st time to leave my family for a month, my 1st time to be independence, my 1st time to sleep early and wake up early (sleep at 2a.m and wake up at 4a.m), my 1st time shooting by using M16, my 1st time to go along with “tiga tan”, my 1st time……

I met many new friends… we shared foods and drinks together. We even shared spoon for few person… we have punishments together… many things we done together…

I still remember the two days I’m in the palm oil field… those nights were so cold… my friends and I cooked for our own, we play masak masak. In addition, we ran up to the mountain… my group was the 1st group to reach to the peak…

Emm… I had knocked by M16 for twice… to my lips and forehead because of carelessness…

Actually I spent quite a long time to adapt myself to the life of army… this is because I never away from parents’ care... some more the Malay food, I not use to eat Malay food de, so a bad thing happened was I vomit after I ate dinner…but lucky that finally I use to it le…

By the way,

I would like to especially thank Giggs, who teach me kawat kaki, teach me how to handle M16, and always give me support… of coz I will also thanks all my friends that I knew during the one month training for take care of me…

Keep in touch

Sunday, May 13, 2007

爱情故事2之 Once In A Blue Moon

"Once in a blue moon", 这首动听的音乐已烙在我俩的心扉里。 我们相识在蓝月的夜晚下, 在海风和海浪的见正下我们的感情也就慢慢的深情厚谊起来。

还记得, 当我俩听见这首动听的音乐时,我们就会感到甜蜜就像我们在音乐的旋律中漫舞。 那种无法形容的喜悦真的令我们陶醉和思念。 你得离去,爱永远搁在远方。 孤独的我,孤单的身旁少了坚强, 只有简单的感伤。 听见秋天的离开, 我在某年某月醒过来。 我想, 我等一些永远得不到上帝回应的事。我不明白为何我和你的缘分那么的短暂?为何上帝让我们遇见却不能让我们永远得在一起, 为什么?

回想当年蓝月的夜晚就好像历史再重演。那天晚上下着倾盆大雨, 我们刚好在超级市场买了零食在打算要一起温习功课。 当我们越过一条繁忙的马路时,忽然有一辆车向我们的方向驶过来,你不顾一切地把我推开而他。。。 当我转回头时,我看见他已躺在血泊中。 我情急地跑前去把你拥在怀里。 我感觉到你全身边得很冷, 四肢变得无力。这时刻的我脑袋一片空白, 心里的感伤非笔墨所能形容。

在你昏迷的期间我一直都陪在你的身旁。我每天都在为你祈祷,只希望你能赶快醒过来。我希望我们能够再次的续缘。每一次的拜访我都会哼我们的主题曲 “Once in a blue moon” 给你听。不知不觉,你已经昏迷一个月。医生说你的脑部收到震荡,醒来了可能会患上失意症。那些和记忆一起收藏的过往, 孤单在思绪中变得漫长。

在我陪伴着你的一个夜晚里, 你忽然醒过来。我好开心你终于能够醒过来了,但是你的第一句话则是问我 “请问你是谁,为什么你会在这里? 我的心如刀割般刺痛着。忘,你居然把我都忘了。我对自己说,即使你把我们以前的快乐时光都给忘记了,但是那份甜蜜的回忆却会永远的守护着我的一生。 我会努力的把你的遗忘给找回来,不管任何事情的发生我都会永远得守护着你。

我会这么的相信我们那些还飞翔着,不可思议的梦总有一天会实现。 夜深人静时忠是让我想起 “如果我能再遇见你, 我会把你抱紧,从此不分离也不放弃, 我要告诉你。。。我爱你”。

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Past is disappointed...
Present is nothing...
Future is hopeless...
Is this call life?
i hope to have a wonderful life, meet an adorable guy...
will have successful career, blessing family.
i just a simply lady looking for a simple life.
May all my family members and friends will always good health and happy

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