Happy Go Lucky

12月19日带动热闹气氛

2007-08-16T08:51:00.000+08:00

12月19日出生的人作风十分大胆且具有百折不挠的动力，总是能够吸引旁人的注意力。他们喜欢做自己，如果要他们带着面具迎合大众，简直是难上加难；所以他们总是表现出“这就是我，喜不喜欢随你”的态度。

这天出生的人特别擅长排解困难，而且好像命中注定就是要努力奋斗的活着，因此生活自然也不会太风平浪静。他们的生活中充满了一连串的挑战，而他们也总是全力以赴，克服万难，赢得一场又一场的胜利。他们不是没有尝过败绩，只是每当跌到痛苦深渊，几乎必须放弃时，这天出生的人仍然会极力抵抗，奋战不懈，因此胜利的滋味也显得更甜美、有意义。别认为他们是天生的盲目英雄主义者，应该说是这天出生的人比别人更具有宁死不屈的决心和毅力。

姑且不论命运所赋予的诸多难题，今天出生的人最大的敌人经常是自己。有时候，他们会因为一时的泄气而变得消沉，无意再战；有时候也可能是被一场突如其来的情绪风暴所袭卷，刚开始也许只是自己心神不宁，后来却可能波及他人。在这种状况下实在很难去责备今天出生的人射手座，因为他们自己已经被一股强劲的力量黑暗的渊薮之中，无法自拔。较敏感的外人看到他们这般模样都会油然生出同情之心，但是，如果今天出生的人仍然消极地自我沉沦，旁人再多的同情心也起不了任何帮助的作用。热情、迷乱、令人抓狂的他们的确可以用来测试一般人的耐性，但是如果少了他们，生活又会变得平淡无奇。

事实上，很多年轻人地展现自我、心胸自由开放的他们当作崇拜的偶像，但是这天出生的射手座并不须要为这些模仿他们的年轻人负责，只不过在与小孩相处时，身为年轻人偶像的他们应该对自己冲动的行为稍做节制就是了。

基本上，12月19日出生的人喜好轻松的生活形态，但绝不是软趴趴、虚假的幽默方式，他们的幽默感通常带有讽刺的韵味，甚至也包含某些嘲弄的成人。这些射手座的人经常以一张桀骜不驯的表情，再伴随一些比较开放的姿态出现在别人面前。在工作上，他们比较适合主动性强的工作，因为这样才能让他们自由自在地发挥自己高强的能力。

幸运数字和守护星
12月19日出生的人受到数字1和太阳的影响。受数字1影响的人总是喜欢当第一名，充满企图心，而且不喜欢被限制。由于这天出生的人刚好介于射手座和魔羯座的交界点，因此同时受掌管射手座的木星和掌管魔羯座的土星所影响。表现在个性上就是精力特别集中、态度直接而强烈。木星外放的力量和土星收入敛的特性相互冲突，使得受太阳守护的他们同时具有乐观与压抑的个性，以及外张但又内蕴的特质。

健康
12月19日出生的人由于情绪经常大起大落，因此比较容易患有精神上的毛病。若要脱离这些痛苦，最重要的就是要深切了解总是根源，有时候可以借由咨商找出问题的症结，但是绝对不要使用酒精或镇定剂来发泄或稳定情绪。激烈的运动和多变化的饮食可以保持心情开朗，而与善解人意、包容力强的人发展长久的友谊关系，则能提供可信赖的支援系统。此外，多参加外界的活动也可以让他们走出自己的小天地，而获得与朋友共享的均衡生活方式。

建议
放轻松。不要对别人投注过度的关爱，也不要老是缩在自己的小世界，多与人交往。还有，别忘了每天大笑数次，把不快乐的事抛诸脑后吧。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第19张“太阳”，可说是所有牌中最好的一张。它象征知识、活力和幸运，也代表受人尊敬和回报。牌面正立时，代表清澈、人际和谐及美好的名声等等正面特质；牌面倒立则表示骄傲、自负、虚伪等不利的反面特性。

静思语
困难即是学习，阻碍即是挑战，不可能的事就是让你更进步的邀约。

优点
深远、勇敢、百折不挠。

缺点
苦恼、深不可测、抑郁。

女生当兵，男生呱呱叫。。。

2007-08-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

华人社会的 [好男不当兵] 之传统观念渐渐被丢弃。
现在，女生当兵也受到国家的肯定和支持。但是，有些男生却在呱呱叫。。。
男生说女生很弱，捱不过，变粗鲁，肤色变黑。。。一大堆负面的批评。。。
他们却不知道，士兵的生活却能让一个女生变得更坚强，更有魅力。
男生能办到的事，女生也一样能办到。
别小看女生的。她们也有无限的力量。
士兵的生活，我也在去年埃过了。
现在的我是国家的后备军，Askar Wataniah。 5年的契约。
地狱式的训练与生活真得让我在痛苦之中寻乐。
我的第一个晚上睡不着，我一直在想我来对了地方吗？我真的要继续吗？最后我整个晚上我没睡。所以，我的第二天的第一个晚餐吃了的食物都几乎呕完，这都是因为我患上谓风和饮食习惯还不能配合。晚上回到宿舍后只好吃饼干填肚子。还好，接下来的日子我还能配合到。
每天的睡眠时间只有2-4 个小时。每天的地狱式的训练都让我感到很疲累，很想放弃。但是，我还是埃过了。我告诉我自己不能半途而废因为这条路是我自己选的，我应该坚强和勇敢的走下去。
我真的很不明白为何宾士们的睡眠时间不是和大众们一样的？起码每天都有6-8个小时的睡眠时间，那才可以养足精神上场打战，啊不然就会在战场上睡着了。
在使用M16的时候，曾经别它敲过两次，还留血了。这都是应为自己不小心。
真的不敢想想我既然我机会开枪，开40粒子弹成功射28粒在那遥远的假人上，真的很开心。有些朋友不小心吃了鸡蛋。我还试过子弹从头上飞过的感觉，真刺激。
除了地狱式的训练以外，还有其它的活动。就在那时候，可以让我休息和享受一下。
在士兵的生活时我认识了很多知心朋友，他们都很乐意帮忙和指导。那时候，也瞒开心的。开心的时候，也把辛苦给忘了。
回来后的我，瘦了，肌肉变得结实，皮肤变很黑了。难看多了。
有些朋友还每天说我黑，一点也不体谅。甚至到现在，已经是过一年多了，他还是说同样的一番话。我真的懒的理他。
起码我做到了一些他永远不敢做的事，一些比其他女生还来的疯狂，大胆的事。
别再小看我了因为我和其他女生来得不一样。
现在，我也赞成女生去当兵。把自己的体格搞好，思想既然会变得坚强。皮肤变黑只是短时间的不美，过后一切就会便会和以前一样的了。如果那男生因为你皮肤变黑了而嫌弃你，那你也不该再为那男生留一点希望了。爱一个人不该以貌取人。
女生要加油~ 别让男生小看，要懂得保护自己。

我与我姐姐

2007-08-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

我与我姐姐一起生活了22年。我们的名字相隔一个字。我们的出生相隔1年，1个月，同一天。
小时候的我们看起来就像Twins。爸爸和妈妈总是爱买同样款式不同颜色的衣服给我们。
从小我们就开始一起吃喝玩乐，打架，骂架。哈哈~
我和我姐姐的体形相差不多，较小可爱。
我呀，小时候比我姐姐来的大胆。天不怕地不怕，爱玩点新和刺激的 and 总是会闯祸。
如今，也就是今天晚上我姐姐她要飞到Germany去求学的大概18个月。
18个月对我来说是个漫长的分隔。
有点担心她会不习惯生活在一个完全新的地方，但是她比我来的理智和独立的。
她是一位很勤力的学生。她是她课程里数一数二的成绩好的学生。
她的厨艺很好，她做的水果蛋糕非常好吃。
我应该学学她的。
好啦，在此我祝我姐姐事事顺利，开心每一天。
这是我和我姐姐小时候在动物园里拍的照片，她看来有点害怕的因为有猴子在后面。哈哈~

王力宏 - 你是我心内的一首歌

2007-07-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

王力宏 - 改变自己

2007-07-30T14:06:00.001+08:00

Recently...

2007-07-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

well, really long time i do not write post in this blog.
recently i am busy with assignments and presentations.
every night sleep around 1am or 2am...
this is uni life in a norms of every uni students.
so, what to do? i just adopt it.
haha~
and, now i am using IMVU messenger.
well... i just use it for 3 weeks...
i am rich in IMVU.
i have many clothes, accessories and etc...
i own an island, a sky with flyer and a venice...
haha~
if my real life have so many assets, very good lei...

ok, thats all for now.

My leng leng photos...

2007-07-11T14:31:00.001+08:00

孩子气又怎样？我只想要快乐

2007-07-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

你的同一句话再次的刺进我的心里，"小孩子"。
也许你不知道我对这句话有多敏感。
也许你说我在朋友面前思想,动作都很小孩子, 但你要知道那是真真的我, 没造作的。
我无法否认我是否还是个小孩子, 但是我很肯定我比你活的开心快乐的多。
在小孩子的世界里是最单纯, 少于烦恼。他们计较的少, 所以快乐。我把大事化小, 小事化没。而你却是太过执著凡事都把事情看得很严重搞到自己活在痛苦之中。
ok, 如你所说我还是像一个小孩子, 但我可以说我还比你会想, 想得通, 大方的多。
失去的爱情我很快的就可以忘记, 这并不代表我爱得不够深而是我选择忘记。把不开心的事忘掉, 人自然的会感到轻松, 快乐和年轻。我们应该往前看, 过去的就让它过去, 从头也来不及了。执著只会是给自己过意不去和痛苦, 那又为何呢?
你说我孩子气又怎样？我只想要快乐。我要的是很简单的快乐。

七月七日晴

2007-07-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

Fool~

2007-07-06T14:56:00.001+08:00

haiz...
why when you need me only come to me?
why when you need my help only come to me?
why when you are not happy only will find me to chat?
i feel being fool.
who i am to you?
i feel that i am just a toys of you.
i need of cares and protections from you.
i know both of us are busy, even when we meet we also don't talk.
i don't want all of this. i hate it.
can we solve this problem together?
no matter what is the final answer, i will respect it.
is good that we can make clear of the problem...

Magic Words

2007-07-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

I want you to come to me
When you’re feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won’t come easy.
When the yearning fades away
Do we wanna stay for you?
Trying to be strong for you
Like you’re strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I’m having doubts about what I’m feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That’s when you come around.
And you just say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words
Oh baby and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can’t be here with me sometimes.
I can’t wait till you come around.
And you will say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words
Oh baby and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

You belong to me.
I belong to you.
And the feeling’s true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words,
the special words,
the magic words...
When you say you love me.
Say that magic words
and everything is fine again baby.
And you just touch me like I love
and loving you feels new again Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low
and I just wanna walk away.
Then you just say the magic words

One month anniversary...

2007-07-02T10:07:00.000+08:00

Haha~
i had a good news in this morning that is my tortoise came home.
Besides, today is my pets one month anniversary that mean i bought and rear them for one month already.
after the case of missing tortoise i learned an important lesson which is i need more care and attention to look after and take care well of my tortoises.
i understand the feeling while lost of thing or lost of a person.
it is not a great feeling, it will cause me miss it every day and night.
dream also will dream of it come home.
same like to miss someone we already lost whether is lost contact, separate or die.
therefore, when we still have the chance to care and love for someone or something, please take the opportunity make it and appreciate it.
do not miss any chance.

~Good Luck~

小乌龟回来了。。。

2007-07-02T09:33:00.000+08:00

28/6/2007 -- 2/7/2007
失踪5天的小乌龟,Little Green 在今天早上8.45am 被我妈妈发现在客厅里出现。
当时的我还在睡觉。
突然我妈妈大喊"小乌龟回来了"。
在梦中的我被叫醒, 然后我赶快往客厅去。
果然是Little Green。
失踪了5天, 没有水,没有食物的它还是那么的好动。
我赶快把它放回它的家里,因为我知道它的活伴很想念它。
我给它食物和水。
很好动的它还是一样爬上爬下的, 一点也不累。
真的很开心能够再次的看到它。
昨天我还跑去了想要买新的一只乌龟, 因为那店里的乌龟都不比我的Little Green好看。
so, 我没买。也许这是注定我买不到新的一只乌龟因为Little Green会回来。
哈哈~爽

Princess Diana / Princess of Wales

2007-07-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

1st of July is the day born of Princess Diana in Norfolk, England.
Lady Diana Frances Spencer was 20 when she married Prince Charles, heir to the throne of Britain, on 29 July 1981. Her beauty and youthful charisma quickly earned Diana the nickname of "the people's princess." She and Charles had two sons, William (b. 1982) and Harry (b. 1984). However, the marriage was troubled almost from the start, and its breakdown was daily fodder for tabloids during the 1990s. Diana and Charles were divorced in 1996 and Diana devoted her life to her two sons and to worldwide charities. She and her boyfriend, Dodi Fayed, were killed in 1997 in a high-speed car crash in Paris, France.

May Princess Diana rest in peace.

Butterflies...

2007-06-30T20:16:00.001+08:00

Last night i dreamed of many butterflies...
they are colorful and pretty enough.
the butterflies fly and dance in front of me...
wonderful,
the butterflies dance and perform a lots of patterns and shapes...
so nice...
however, the dream is not lasting.

蝴蝶来过这世界 ^~^

2007-06-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

Last night i dreamed of Little Green for many times. i saw it comes back home... then i awake and run out of my room to the living room to find for it but it is not there... :'(
i miss Little Green

God Bless Little Green

回忆-->历史。。。

2007-06-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

看会以前的一些照片和其他人的照片，
让我回想起一些回忆。
开心的，不开心的，甜蜜的，心酸的。
回忆全都变成了历史。
再也不能回到的过去。。。
事情发生了就会变成历史。
一篇一篇的历史写下了我的点点滴滴，我走过痕迹，我的存在。
如果, 明天我离开了这世界, 我走过痕迹将会永远的成为历史吗?
有人会永远地记得我吗?
有人会想我吗?

现在的心情。。。

2007-06-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

嘿！！！
现在的我不知该说些什么，想些什么, 做些什么。。。
头脑里一片空白所以才会写这个Blog。
嘿！！！
今早我丢失了一只小乌龟。
今晚我被骂了一顿。
嘿！！！
忽然间感到孤独，失望，内疚。。。
天啊，救救我吧!
把我的小乌龟还给我。
难道你要我今晚不用睡吗?
嘿！！！
被我等天亮吧!

伤心和内疚的在等待。。。

2007-06-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

I make lost of my male tortoise :'(

2007-06-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

what a bad day...
i let my tortoises to crawl around in the living room while i am doing my stuff...
i put them at the middle of living room and i put some poker cards to make a circle and let them crawl inside.
who's know when i go to have a look i found that two of them run out for the circle, i found the female under the dining table, and i cant find the male tortoise...
i find inside and outside the house for few time also cant get it...
baby, where have you go? please come back home, come back to me...
i don't want to lost you...
i miss you... don't let your partner be alone.

懂得听人话的小乌龟？

2007-06-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

我养了两只小乌龟，一只男，一只女。。。
男的叫小青，女的叫小晴。
同住在一个鱼缸里。。。
算算看都还不到一个月。。。
这两天我发现奇迹，
它们既然懂得听我所说的话，给的指示。
每当我拿起一罐乌龟食物后说“mom mom”，它们就会往前来。
我喂它们乌龟食物时是一粒一粒的给免得给的太多。
如果它们没有看到那食物，我就会在鱼缸前敲一敲，然后说：“那边有食物”，聪明的它们会转身去吃那食物。
它们真的懂得听我的话吗？
也许，宠物是跟随这它们的主人一样聪明。
哈哈~

The beauty of New Zealand (2)

2007-06-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

New Zealand is a country of rare seismic beauty: glacial mountains, fast-flowing rivers, deep, clear lakes, hissing geysers and boiling mud. There are also abundant native forests, long, deserted beaches and a variety of fauna, such as the kiwi, endemic to its shores.

Many number of vigorous outdoor activities - tramping (hiking), skiing, rafting and, of course, that perennial favorite, buggy jumping - await the adventurous. You can swim with dolphins, gambol with newborn lambs, whale-watch or fish for fattened trout in pristine streams and rivers.

The weather is never so miserable that there's no point in going to New Zealand: there are things to see and do all year round. The warmer months (November to April) are busiest, especially during the school holidays from December 20 to the end of January. Ski resort towns are obviously busier during the winter months. If you're travelling during peak periods (especially the Christmas season) it's best to book ahead, as much accommodation and transport fills up. It's probably more pleasant to visit either before or after this hectic period, when the weather is still warm and there aren't as many other travellers around.

The beauty of New Zealand (1)

2007-06-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

New Zealand is a country in the south-western Pacific Ocean. it comprises two large island (the North Island and the South Island) plus numerous smaller islands, mosrt notably Stewart Island/ Rakiura and the Chatham Islands.

The Bay of Islands is one of the most picturesque and popular holiday sites in New Zealand. It combines great fishing, diving, sailing and other watersports with some of New Zealand's most significant historic sites.

The Bay of Islands was the site at which the earliest contact between the indigenous population and European settlers took place. Historic places include the treaty house, which houses the treaty of Waitangi; Captain Cook Memorial Museum; Flagstaff Hill (the flagpole was the scene of a historic confrontation between Maori and Pakeha, and was chopped down by the Maori leader Hone Heke); the oldest building in the country (Kemp House), and the oldest Church.

One of the most popular attractions is the Hole in the Rock, off Cape Brett. You can take a boating trip through the hole in a huge rock outcrop. Also popular are dolphin swimming and diving trips to the sunken Rainbow Warrior wreck.

一个就够。。。

2007-06-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

拥有的多不代表快乐，满足。
拥有的少不代表悲哀，不足。
对我来说，一个就够：
一个幸福美满的家庭
一个爱我的老公
一颗感恩，懂得珍惜，乐观的心
一间属于自己的dream house
一辆属于自己的车
一分安定的工作
生活在一个自己爱的地方，New Zealand.
一个精彩的生活
活在一个平安的国家。。。

Stop AIDS in children

2007-06-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

Children are innocent.
nowadays, AIDS is the main killer in the world.
There are 380,000 children die of AIDS every year.
Everyone of them is just hope to see this new world without affected by diseases.
Give them a chance to see, feel and touch...
"Love yourself, Love your kids".

I am one of the member to support "Stop AIDS in children campaign". Have you join this campaign? Lets join.
Safe our next generation. Safe the world.
View this: http://www.avert.org/stop-aids-children.php#JoinTheCampaign

黄。禄。红。

2007-06-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

This is a meaningful and funny advertisement from McD and the celebrity is Wang Lee Hom.

第三届下乡服务团 BBQ (1)

2007-06-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

开心，好吃，好玩，累。。。
准备功夫很早就开始了。。。
这第一次的BBQ 是第三届下乡服务团举办的。
有我大弟弟煮的炒米粉, 加哩菜,凉水。亦彬调味的鸡翅旁。和其他朋友们的帮忙。
然后还有烤鸡翅旁, 鱼丸, 玉粟黍, 香肠, 番薯, 马铃薯, crab stick, nugget, 布丁, 水果。
在草场上, 我们都烤到整身"香香"的。
我们还有像买卖的对白。 "谁要烤好了的鸡翅旁"?。。。 "谁要玉粟黍, 和烤番薯交换"? 哈哈~
大家都吃得很高兴。。。有说有笑。。。谢谢大家
爽~

美好的回忆

2007-06-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

每个活动都会让我留下一个回忆。
好的或坏的都是一个回忆。
在饥22 的营里，留下的是美好的回忆。
饥饿也许是痛苦的，但是对我来说饥饿是我给自己的人生体验和考验。
学习珍惜。。。

Prince and Princess

2007-06-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

Long long time ago...
Prince and Princess are the main character in fairytale such as Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and etc
every fairytale also end with happy and blissing ending... so sweet
and now, some of the people is still believe in fairytale...
every person's heart will have their own Prince or Princess...
which means is their partner...
so, is your Prince or Princess appear?
anyway, for those who is still waiting then must be patient
for those who already meet their Prince and Princess then must appreciate him or her

Good Luck

快乐

2007-06-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

快乐是自己给自己的。
快乐是掌握在自己手中的。
快乐是自己寻找的。
快乐是甜。
快乐是发出内心。
快乐是天使。
快乐，不可以被测量。
快乐，不可以被制造。
人总是要为自己的人生道路做出选择，
学习放手，不执著，那就会得到快乐。

快乐每一天 ^_^

温胜光 - 我只能偷偷喜欢你

2007-06-18T09:50:00.000+08:00

一场美丽的梦是如何开始
一场美丽的梦是如何散落
我记得想对你开口
但话语
只能在心中打转而保持沉默
每次偷偷看你迷人的眼眸
每次偷偷看你温柔低着头
可是你从来都不知我的心中
早晚为了见你心情多么美丽
我想我是已经被你着迷
不然我的心都不会如此怪异
我只能偷偷喜欢你
我只希望能梦见你
多想要对着手机告诉你
好想你 baby
我只希望作你唯一
如果你需要人陪我陪你
我期待能
和你开心一起

饥22 / Famine 22

2007-06-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

饥22 / Famine 22 （16th-17th of June 2007 in Utar Sungai Long）终于圆满结束。
饥饿22小时的意思是22小时禁食固体食物。
这第一次的饥22营的主题是 "正视贫苦, 聆听幸福"。

我们领养了一位 Indonesia 的小男孩。
在这饥22营里我体验到贫穷小孩饥饿, 救援饥饿的意义,发挥同舟共济的精神。
认识了很多朋友。他们都很棒，我们都成功的埃过了22小时的饥饿。
谢谢“花生汤”在纸条里给我的支持与祝福。
谢谢朋友们的支持与鼓励。

生于没有战争，少有天灾国家的小孩真的很幸福。
丰衣足食，根本不懂得什么是饥饿，饥饿的感觉是怎样的。
还有的是他们竟然活在幸福不只福，不懂得知足和珍惜，不懂得感恩。
人所得到的往往比真真需要的来得多。
在营中，从照片和 motivation talk 里我得到了很多信息和提示。
人要懂得知足, 珍惜和时时刻刻要感恩。
人生不在于你拥有的多，而是你计较的少。
那就会感到幸福和快乐。

温胜光 - 小王子

2007-06-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

是否记得
为你做的
某个片段
某件事情想对你说
要你快乐
这样的心愿从一而终
你的眼泪在夜里划落
我也像流星坠落
如果你笑了我好比灿烂的花朵
我答应你成为你梦想的王子
永远地爱护你
你是我的公主占据我的生命
我愿为你
筑起我俩幸福爱的小天地
无论宇宙多大
就想守护着你

不拖不欠

2007-06-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

在临别时候通话并没记录
而我们的过去
没声息的结束
但唯独远处那面挂钟
可以给我纪念这秒的痛
并无任何幸福事活现眼前
连爱情的证据
亦得不到半点
没留念也欠缺旧信件
竟看不见怎么可再相见
一个冷漠一个决绝不多不少不相伯仲
你我再也不拖不欠但我又为何发现
在脑内剩余纪念已刚刚足够跟我纠缠
一句说话一个决定清清楚楚干干脆脆
你我永远不拖不欠但庆幸尚能发现
在印象尚留纪念每一刻都记得
你甜蜜过的脸

Thank you, Vincent

2007-06-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

suddenly i feel moody...
i feel lost...
i feel want to cry...
the feeling just come suddenly... unexpected
lucky i got you,
you sing songs for me...
thank for being with me when i feel sad...

笑话（方言）

2007-06-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

笑话 1

在巴杀里
有人问小贩：老板，这条鱼新鲜某？甜某？
小贩回答：大姑，这条是咸鱼。

笑话 2

一位马来西亚的游客去香港旅行，
他去到一家卖水果的店里卖水果，
他问老板：这里有没有买“公蕉”，
老板回答，我卖水果三年多了我还是分不清那一种蕉是“公”的还是“娜”的。

Happy Birthday to Se@mus

2007-06-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

I would like to wish my friend, Seamus happy birthday.
here, i would like to sing a song for him:

Happy Birthday to you
You are born in the zoo
With the monkey and elephant
Happy Birthday to Seamus

someone call him as boss,
someone call him as course rep,
someone call him as "lao ban"
someone call him as darling...
he is my course rep and class rep since July 2005.

have a wonderful birthday ya :P

100th Blog

2007-06-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

well~
this is my 100th Blog
**************************************************************************************
i would like to say thank you to the visitors who view and give comment to my blogs.
blogs is my diary...
where i write about my feeling, experience, opinion, photos, lyrics, and mtv
maybe someone will curious why i uploaded so many lyrics and mtv... actually that is one of the ways i used to express my feeling. the lyrics is just match with what i trying to tell the others.
i don't mind to share my experience, feeling and opinion to all my friends, but i just don't hope that my friends will gossip what i wrote.
for sure, my friends are welcome to give comments to any of my blogs, i'm sure will appreciate it.

thank you.

A special blog for Nick Oh ( 99th Blog)

2007-06-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

12nd of June is Nick's birthday
here, i would like to wish him happy birthday
and all the best to his study.

currently he is studying in UK and he is also a musician, drummer.
guess what?
he is coming back to Malaysia end of this month...
yeah~ we will going to meet each other... really long time no meet... i miss him so much

oklah~ here i tell you something about me and him and one secret.
we know each other in the age of 14 in the year of 1999.
i admired him when i were in form 2 till form 5.
he has a lot of admirer too.
we were studied in the same class for 3 years, f2,f4 and f5. during our form 3 we studied in different class.
he gave me special feeling...even we cant be couple but i felt happy and comfortable while be with him, sit next to him.
we jokes and laugh in class... nothing we cant chat... we got a lot of topics to chat...
we played in the class with other classmates...
i really enjoy every moments when he was around...
it still fresh in my mind, when we studied in form5, we were sit next to each other... we were naughty as we played at behind while the teacher was teaching in front and lastly we get caught.
once, he made a crop with his name by using eraser then he started to crop his name to my books, table, everywhere and even on my hand. and then he said every things with his name are belong to him. he is really naughty.
before we end our secondary study... all of my classmates had a video section... we captured every moments when we are in class, some funny funny video clips... i still keep the CD well.
after our secondary study, everyone of us have our own life... study, work...
every things had changed... however, the memories of my secondary school life will never change as it will always followed me wherever i go, it will be my shadow.

i appreciate every moments that i had... thank you
~friendship forever~
mucksssssss...

i wish you happy always and have a long lasting relationship with your girl friend :P

我们依然是朋友

2007-06-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你，你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我
哦，我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

我不再哭不再难过因为我知道我们还有好大好大的天空喔～
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友

Requirement to my future partner...

2007-06-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

here are the requirements of mine to my future partner :
1) non smoker
2) non drinker
3) non gambler
4) caring (me, my family members)
5) understanding
6) romantic
7) fun
8) loving
9) responsible
10) taller than me
11) talkative (can chit-chat with me all the time)
12) happy go lucky type
13) at least know how to play one type of music instrument
14) love kids
15) can read my mind
16) always by my side when i need him
17) honest
18) punctual
19) will be add on

Forgive you or not?

2007-06-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

In my life,
i don't like to have enemy...
i prefer add one friend and deduct one enemy...
i just wish to have a happy life...
i am a kind of person who easily like or hate a person...
and, i born with soft ears and heart which i easily to forgive someone who make mistake and hurt me... but you don't try to hurt me or cheat me ok?
my friends please take note, don't make me to hate you.
behavior yourself

Sorry to my little female tortoise...

2007-06-11T11:03:00.000+08:00

i am sorry,
because of my carelessness i drop you into the wash-basin while i want to change water
i know you get scare and hurt
i shouldn't be so careless...
i am sorry for that...
please forgive me...
i should take care well of you since you are sick...
i promise i will be careful when i hold you
wish you
~good health~

这是你给的，我要的吗？

2007-06-11T10:12:00.000+08:00

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　
你說的未來到底多久才來？
我終於看開愛回不來　
而你總是太晚明白　
你给的全是空白，
我想依賴而你卻都不在，
你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　
但我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　
被你親手緩緩推入懸崖
我看到記憶慢下來　過去甜蜜在倒帶　感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待　却被你一次次摔壞　已經碎成太多塊　
要怎麼拼湊跟重來？

是不是说
这份你已经丢下的感情我还执着？
我游荡再记忆深处为了寻找残留下的温度
我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福
我在镜子面前无助
我在梦里慌乱追逐
我在只有我的深夜里醒来感到孤独

现在的我在徘徊孤单中学习坚强
就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我希望我有双隐形的翅膀能够带我飞飞过绝望哪里会有风就飞多远

My pet is sick...

2007-06-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

my pet is sick...
she is sick...
she has skill problem...
i cant find out what is the causes...
i feel sad...
i don't want to lost it...
she is cute while she always step on another male tortoise...
she is very active if compare with the male tortoise...
she can eat a lot...
help...

爱错

2007-06-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

北风好不留情
把叶子吹落
坠落的它他选择的逃脱
叶子失去小心
风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落
忘记的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔原来是我
犯下从没真的爱错
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过...
真的受未你的世界
喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想到别
那些过去
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(从来没有爱过那么认的)
我从那里起飞
从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(爱过)
所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错爱错爱错baby)
从那里降落

多少不能原谅的错

请你原谅我的爱错

不哭

2007-06-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

如果爱你是种盲目
我不在乎没了退路
要拿永远当赌注
才算数
当爱变得毫不在乎
你的自私我的不服
风追逐云的影子
太无助

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
这么投入都不够
还能再说什么
留下苦自己吞服
已分胜负早该醒悟

我能说出
一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出
一千个一万个理由去恨你
用坚强掩饰脆弱
忘记你的全部
这段情我是俘虏
输得彻底却给你祝福
忍住不哭

心酸。。。

2007-06-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

对于你所做的事，我不想多过问。。。
我感到心酸，失望，恨。。。
难道我不知道却是一件好事吗？
不知道总是比知道好？
那为什么你却选择要告诉我？
还是，这是你对我的诚实？
你让我不能入睡。。。脑海里出现很多问号。。。
为什么？为什么，你总是要让我对你的恨加倍？
我恨你。我恨你给我的期待却被你一次次摔壞，已經碎成太多塊要怎麼拼湊跟重來？

这将会是我对你一辈子的恨。

星星之火

2007-06-08T18:15:00.001+08:00

A long time ago a little girl wanted to find her future
she went to the mountains and asked the sky
where's my future?
and just then the little star said
Sweetie, the future is in your hands
Yes, the future is in our hands

Twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
believe believe believe
you are the only star

Sailor Moon- Cinderella

2007-06-06T23:19:00.001+08:00

成功 vs 失败

2007-06-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

成功与失败并没有很大的分别，
只在于你怎样来判断它。

成功，
当然值得骄傲，
也给了自己一个更大的空间去发挥。

失败，
可以是一个起点的从新开始，
给了自己一个重生的机会。

if you never fall you will never know your mistake,
never cry when you are fall, you should feel happy,
because you are able to figure out your mistake.
just take it as an experience.

LEARN FROM MISTAKE and NEVER REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE

My 1st job as Smart Reader Kids Teacher

2007-06-05T10:38:00.001+08:00

I had my 1st job as Smart Reader Kids teacher after my STPM for 7 months… I gain a lot of knowledges and experiences on how to teach and take care of kids… I had sweet and memorable times during my teaching… I love kids… During the time I’m teaching, I teach a group of 7 kids who are between the age 2 and 3 years old, there are Marcus, Charlene, Jie Jie, Hani, Owen, Sze Qian, and Nicole…They’re so cute…

I like Marcus the most… I still remember the 1st day he comes to study… he cry non-stop for a week, because he miss his parents, he is the only child for that time… so I carry him all the time to persuade him to stop crying… he will always call me “Teacher Wendy” while he see me… and he will always wait for me to come to work at down stair with another teacher… I miss him so much…

Charlene, is another girl i can always remember… she is very smart… she use to call me “Teacher Painting” because she know my real name is call Peiting, similar sound rite??? She also got a elder sister who also same kinder with her… both of them are clever and smart…

Another student call Tai Kuan, we always walked home together because he is going back to his grandmother’s house who stay in the same condo with me… he is active…

Before I forgot, I would like to say thank you to Teacher Nora, who always take care of me… she tough me many things… she also always treat me.

I miss all of you so much…

我有话要说。。。

2007-06-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

人生本来就是一场戏。。。
充满了喜怒哀乐。。。烦恼，难题。
可喜的是人往往都可以为自己的人生道路做出选择。
人的一生 40% 是主定的 60% 是人定的。

死，
并不是一个聪明的选择而是愚蠢的，
也是一个自私的选择。
如果他珍惜身边的人他一定不会选择死。

聪明的人会好好的生存下去，
为自己做出聪明的选择，寻找快乐，消除烦恼。
人要自爱，懂得爱惜和珍惜眼前人和东西。
不要等到失去时才来感到后悔和可惜，然后才懂得珍惜，太迟了。

朋友，
保重

Ms Strawberry 的故事

2007-06-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

去年的十二月，
她被一名男生名为Ms Strawberry。。。原因是她喜欢吃草莓。。。
不久，草莓小姐遇上了蜜蜂先生。
蜜蜂先生每天都说要拈着草莓小姐。。。要把她留在身旁。。。
后来他们成为了好朋友。。。
他们每天都会聊聊天，说说笑话。。。
有时还会因为小事而吵架，生气。
蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐在友情中擦出了火花。。。
可惜火花燃烧的时间很短暂。。。
很快的就燃烧完了。。。
现在蜜蜂先生和草莓小姐开始走上友谊路线。。。
各自过生活。

两个人并不等于我们

2007-06-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有什么在流逝慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的梦

彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答

空屋子里没有回声
等我记忆有你质问
我加上你两个人却不等于我们

你想我吗
会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗
飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗
如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏

你知道吗
我心快要溶化
是这样吗
压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗
爱我就懂我吗
告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是
太傻

My new pets...

2007-06-03T11:06:00.000+08:00

2/6/2007
i bought a pair of tortoise ( 1 male , 1 female)
they are in green color.
each of them is 4cm...
name? oppos... i still no idea what name to give them...
anyone, any idea?

一个人的我依然会微笑

2007-06-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光

受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧　我不哭　无论多痛苦
你走吧　我不哭　就算会迷路

明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑

那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

很爱很爱你

2007-06-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

想为你做件事，让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字。
求时间趁著你不注意的时候，
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实。
我想她的确是更适合你的女子，
我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事。
如果我退回到好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你，所以愿意舍得让你，
往更多幸福的地方飞去。
很爱很爱你，只有让你拥有爱情，
我才安心。

看著她走向你，那幅画面多美丽。
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜。
地球上两个人能相遇不容易，
做不成你的情人我仍感激。

很爱很爱你，所以愿意不牵绊你，
飞向幸福的地方去。
很爱很爱你，只有让你拥有爱情，
我才安心。

爱你不是两三天

2007-06-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

退给你的信只留下最后一封
淡淡笔迹你熟悉的温柔
请别介意我会将信纸好好收著
当我需要你关怀的时候
走过夏日街头还是想牵你的手
好想听到一句温暖的问候
虽然我们说好了还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络

爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮没你拥抱

爱你不是两三天
一眨眼心就能沉淀
你是否想念我喔
还是像我只和寂寞作朋友

担心你没有好好的过
又怕你已经忘记了我
刚刚分手像告别很久
还想为你做些什么

给小师妹的话(2)。。。

2007-06-01T18:31:00.001+08:00

如果死可以结束一切的话，
那你和我就不可能在这世界上相识。
几年前的我也有想过以死来为我的生命写上句号。。。
但是当时的我还是选择了继续往我的人生走下去因为我实在不舍得让爱我和疼我的人感到伤心。
失去一个亲人或朋友是件痛苦的事。
请别让爱你和关心你的人受到这些痛苦。。。
人往往就可能要走上一条自己不愿意走的路。。。试想想可能少少的波折后则是幸福的收果了。
如果你觉得累了那你因该停下来休息。休息是让自己可以走更长的路。
相信我你的前途是光芒的。
加油！

Finally...

2007-06-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

20/3/2007 - 2/6/2007
is consider another 74 days for you and me?
Finally, at 2.35pm i write a full-stop for it...
everything comes to the end...
i choose to leave and disappear slowly...
this is because i think i am the one who shouldn't appear in the relationship.
now i just hope to wish them all the best and good luck.
please appreciate each others...
you and me are still friends... friendship forever

天空灰得像哭过

离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

~Kiss GoodBye~

Recall...

2007-06-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

such a lonely night... all alone... free-minded
all in sudden...
our jokes.. joys.. sorrows.. laugh... and your voice...
appear in my mind.
every moments just like a shadow... it will always follow us... memorizes...
and now my TT player is playing a song call "Bukan Cinta Biasa"...

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerana ku yakin ada Jawabnya

feeling easy come and go...
sometime i will feel i need you but sometime not...
i am not mature enough and not confident to have a try...
i being confuse...

Across the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be

is now the time for me to let go?
anyone can tell me?

Where am i in the photo?

2007-05-31T14:43:00.001+08:00

Finally 3 days 2 nights camping at Pusat Latihan Jugra, Banting had comes to the end...
fun, adventures, memorable...
i love to see stars in Banting during the late night...
i had a memorable experience which was to see stars at 2am-4am...
here is the photo of the camping...

Sunshine...

2007-05-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

you are my Sunshine,
mine only Sunshine,
you make me HAPPY,
when the sky's are grey,
you never know Dear,
how much I LOVE YOU.
please don't take my sunshine away

Adventure 2006

2007-05-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

Adventure 2006 this blog is about my university life in UTAR in 2006
last year was a wonderful and meaningful year that i ever have.
i joint and take part in two societies and many activities, trips and etc. such as, Community Service Society(CS), visit to Orphanage, Askar Wataniah(AW), Hiking, Community Sociology Program, Camping...

In the early month in 2006, i joint CS society and become one of the members. i involved myself to be a helper in the 1000 peoples charity night for the orphanage at Tian Huo Gong on 13th March 2006. i get to know many new friends who are kind and friendly.

besides, i also went to the orphanage together with my CS friends who are same group with me. there, we play and teach the orphan and i also played piano for them. the orphans are cute enough and all of them have a meaningful name.

In May 2006, i take part in Askar Wataniah one month training at Rejimen 515 Askar Wataniah which located at Jalan Ampang which is on 8/5 /06-- 8/6/06. this training involved of 98 trainees came from different states.
i learned alot from the training i become independent and try out many new thing such as the skill to use M16, marching, and etc. besides, i get to know many good friends.
many peoples asked me why i took this training... and my answers are, i want to be different and strong than other girls. and, another answer is because i am angry with myself.

In the same month when i came back from AW training my university is having ball night, AW members are request to be security guard in the night. therefore, i took the offer and i take it as a change to attend the ball night.

In the month of Oct from 1/10/06--7/10/06, i joint Community Sociology Program, "Xia Xiang". among the 200+ interviewer only have 40 interviewer are successfully joint the program. the place that we went is at Langkap, Perak. we went there for one week. everyone of us have our own family that willing to adopt us for the week, they provide food and place to stay for us. Me and Peter are stay in the same family.we organized many activities for the students and the public such as camp fire, primary one day camp, many competition and etc. we did visited to old folk home too. here, i get to know my 3rd brother, Vincent.

In the same month of Oct in the next week that i came back from Langkap, on the 13/10/06 i went hiking at Gunung Angsi, Seremban. the hiking trip is 3 days 2 nights. all of the participants were sleep in tend and we played water in the water fall. besides, all the participants were menage to hike to the peak of the mountain. the following photo is my group mates.

On 16-17/12/06, i went for another camping where at Kota Damansara. which is a 2 days 1 night camping. there are 18 participants all are CS members. i learned many name of the flora and see new spesis.

In the same month of December from 27-30/12/06, 39 of the Community Sociology Program's members were back to Langkap again. this time we name the trip as "hui xiang". this time we also organized few activities such as secondary one day camp and etc. besides, my adopted family bring me and Peter to many place to visit such as "Lan Tian Dong", "San Pao Dong", Gua Tempurung, and Cameron Highland in the same day... really fun.

~end of 2006~

许慧欣- 陪你等天亮

2007-05-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

Family come 1st in my life

2007-05-20T22:58:00.001+08:00

well~ in this post i would like to thank my parents who give me a change to "see" this world.
they love me very much...
they will protect me... care of me... concern about me...
they guide me and give me advice.
i am the 2nd daughter at home.
besides, i have 3 siblings (3 of them are my sisters)
i always rank my family at 1st, career is 2nd and etc...
in my point of view nothing is vital than my family.
for example, even i have a hubby but maybe one day we will separate or divorce but this will not happen to me and my family.
and, when i face problems my family members will always be the 1st person who give me a hand.
therefore,
i will always appreciate them. i love them... mucksssssssssssssssssssssssss... ...

In Holiday mood...

2007-05-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

Well~ after finish all the exam of cause is the time for holiday... wahkaka~
Every sem will has 3 weeks of holidays...
I am going camping on 23-25th May 2007...
So now is busy preparing for the stuff... everyday 10am -- 6pm... tired~
This is the 1st time i involve in the committee post..
I am a medical coordinator... haha~
Besides, i also in-charge in making name tag for 30 committee and 111 participants... total is 141...
So lucky that, my friends and i found a sponsor who willing to sponsor 100% for production.
I am also the group leader for group 2 name as "Bleach" during the camping.
And, this camping is special to me because i going to camp with my two brothers too...
They are Keon and Christopher... and the younger brother (Vincent) is not joining because he is still not a university students.

Got handsome and pretty participants...
i hope my holidays will be fun and memorable...

1st anniversary

2007-05-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

NOW, I become an Army le… unexpected rite??? So do i.

I gained an unforgettable experience during I joined one month Askar Wataniah training, 8^th May 2006 – 8^th June 2006 at Rejimen 515 AW, Jalan Ampang…

I had many my first times...; my 1^st time to leave my family for a month, my 1^st time to be independence, my 1^st time to sleep early and wake up early (sleep at 2a.m and wake up at 4a.m), my 1^st time shooting by using M16, my 1^st time to go along with “tiga tan”, my 1^st time……

I met many new friends… we shared foods and drinks together. We even shared spoon for few person… we have punishments together… many things we done together…

I still remember the two days I’m in the palm oil field… those nights were so cold… my friends and I cooked for our own, we play masak masak. In addition, we ran up to the mountain… my group was the 1^st group to reach to the peak…

Emm… I had knocked by M16 for twice… to my lips and forehead because of carelessness…

Actually I spent quite a long time to adapt myself to the life of army… this is because I never away from parents’ care... some more the Malay food, I not use to eat Malay food de, so a bad thing happened was I vomit after I ate dinner…but lucky that finally I use to it le…

By the way,

I would like to especially thank Giggs, who teach me kawat kaki, teach me how to handle M16, and always give me support… of coz I will also thanks all my friends that I knew during the one month training for take care of me…

Keep in touch

爱情故事2之 Once In A Blue Moon

2007-05-13T10:40:00.000+08:00

"Once in a blue moon", 这首动听的音乐已烙在我俩的心扉里。我们相识在蓝月的夜晚下，在海风和海浪的见正下我们的感情也就慢慢的深情厚谊起来。

还记得，当我俩听见这首动听的音乐时，我们就会感到甜蜜就像我们在音乐的旋律中漫舞。那种无法形容的喜悦真的令我们陶醉和思念。你得离去，爱永远搁在远方。孤独的我，孤单的身旁少了坚强，只有简单的感伤。听见秋天的离开，我在某年某月醒过来。我想，我等一些永远得不到上帝回应的事。我不明白为何我和你的缘分那么的短暂？为何上帝让我们遇见却不能让我们永远得在一起，为什么？

回想当年蓝月的夜晚就好像历史再重演。那天晚上下着倾盆大雨，我们刚好在超级市场买了零食在打算要一起温习功课。当我们越过一条繁忙的马路时，忽然有一辆车向我们的方向驶过来，你不顾一切地把我推开而他。。。当我转回头时，我看见他已躺在血泊中。我情急地跑前去把你拥在怀里。我感觉到你全身边得很冷，四肢变得无力。这时刻的我脑袋一片空白，心里的感伤非笔墨所能形容。

在你昏迷的期间我一直都陪在你的身旁。我每天都在为你祈祷，只希望你能赶快醒过来。我希望我们能够再次的续缘。每一次的拜访我都会哼我们的主题曲 “Once in a blue moon” 给你听。不知不觉，你已经昏迷一个月。医生说你的脑部收到震荡，醒来了可能会患上失意症。那些和记忆一起收藏的过往，孤单在思绪中变得漫长。

在我陪伴着你的一个夜晚里，你忽然醒过来。我好开心你终于能够醒过来了，但是你的第一句话则是问我 “请问你是谁，为什么你会在这里？我的心如刀割般刺痛着。忘，你居然把我都忘了。我对自己说，即使你把我们以前的快乐时光都给忘记了，但是那份甜蜜的回忆却会永远的守护着我的一生。我会努力的把你的遗忘给找回来，不管任何事情的发生我都会永远得守护着你。

我会这么的相信我们那些还飞翔着，不可思议的梦总有一天会实现。夜深人静时忠是让我想起 “如果我能再遇见你，我会把你抱紧，从此不分离也不放弃，我要告诉你。。。我爱你”。

2007-05-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Past is disappointed...
Present is nothing...
Future is hopeless...
Is this call life?
i hope to have a wonderful life, meet an adorable guy...
will have successful career, blessing family.
i just a simply lady looking for a simple life.
May all my family members and friends will always good health and happy

花样少年少女 photos collection

2007-05-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

飞轮海 - 夏雪

2007-05-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

你给的爱带着温度
尤其拥抱时最清楚
心跳传来的起伏
像一颗跳动的暖炉
手放进口袋的温度
融化了走过的路途
冰天雪地的国度
能抱着你就很满足
谁都知道气候会变
更别说诺言
你的冬衣还留在我窗前
你的世界已经准时晴天
远方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤独慢慢冻结
在没有你的夜
给我的爱已经过了期限
而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已经很远
我还是无法结束这冬眠
我的世界乱了季节
赤道居然会飘着雪
热带雨林的原野
看起来白茫茫一片
回忆在我心中积雪
连日出也无法溶解
应该流汗的夏天
可是却一直流眼泪
没有你的夜

S.H.E - 怎么办

2007-05-11T22:29:00.001+08:00

Tank - 專屬天使 "花样少年少女"

2007-05-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

给Vincent 小弟的生日祝福

2007-05-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

小弟,
昨天10th是你的生日, 你又长大一岁咯!
你告诉我今年的生日是你四年来最开心的一年因为你收到自己很喜欢的礼物, 得到很多家人和朋友的祝福。
那就很好呀!
生日本来就是一个值得庆祝的日子, 最重要的是你能够感到开心和满足。

在此, 我想说的是不管礼物在多也比不上一个真心的祝福。
祝你
生日快乐
开开心心
学业进步
身体健康

爱情故事1之最后一次"我爱你"

2007-05-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

小柔的离去是他一生中最大的遗憾。

在三年前的一个学校暑假，小伊第一次遇见了小柔。那一次的擦身儿过也擦出了火花。巧合，三个月后，他们终于毕业了也再次在巴士站碰上了。不可思议的好感，触电都上门了。。。 OH MY GOD 怎么会这样呀！胆子包天的他居然向她要联络号码了，还好小柔没拒绝他，阿不然，小伊一定会感到“愚”死了。第二天早上，他心血来潮的拿起电话拨电给她要向她提出约会。对小伊也有好感的小柔很快的就答应了他的约会。第一次的约会算是满顺利的。小伊也向小柔提出了追求，但是他却被小柔拒绝了因为小柔她暂时不想谈恋爱的，现在只想当朋友。这也是一个能够让大家多了解对方的好时机。

在交朋友的期间里，小柔和小伊也会时常出来喝喝茶，聊聊天呢，还不赖吧。发出内心的关心和好感好让他们彼此感到很窝心。他们每一天都有特定的 morning call, good night call, sms 和 msn。手机的铃声也成为了他们生活上的闹钟时时刻刻的载体提醒着对方，还有的是告诉了对方彼此的存在。

半年的时间很快的就过去了。有一天早上，小伊感到心不在焉，心很乱，心理总是在担心着有一些事情将会发生。怎么啦，已经是九点钟了，小柔没接电话，没回信息，她因该不会出事了吧！惊张的喘不过气的小伊也只好丢下手头上的工作跑出去找小柔。谁知道小柔就刚好站在小伊的办公室外。小柔的手中抱着一盒爱心便当正要送给小伊吃的。感动的小伊差一点就要“流马泪”了。小伊将小柔抱在怀里说谢谢，我爱你。

小伊把小柔的爱心便当都通通吃完。还有十分钟，小伊就要开会了他只好把小柔送下楼搭的士。隔壁的旧楼正在修理。小伊牵着小柔的手经过了那正在修理着的旧楼。爱奔奔跳跳的她就像小兔班的可爱。她撤开小伊的手奔跳前几步向小伊说 :"如果我能天天都能够看见你吃我所做的爱心便当那该多好"。就这样当她才把话说完, "砰"一声。。。她就离开了小伊,离开了这世界。小伊不敢相信小柔就这样的被一个从高楼掉下来的大铁箱压死了。

就这样的最后一次"我爱你"。。。

丑小鸭变天鹅？

2007-05-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

小时候的她被人称呼为丑小鸭。在她的成长的人生里充满了无限的回忆，但是对她来说小时候的回忆也就像失意了一样，不太记得，缺少印象。还好，小时候的照片让她确定了她在世界上的存在。她在父母亲的细心照顾下，她，终于长大了。她是否也成为了传说中的 “丑小鸭变天鹅” 呢？她对于自己的长相她没有批评。也许，她本身也认为自己不可能是 “丑小鸭变天鹅” 的。

在中学时期的她并不算得什么大牌人物，只是朋友们都爱找她谈天，说说心事，八卦一下。她成功的把五年的中学生活挨过了。最终，她还是选择了继续走进校园的生活，每天穿这同一款式的校衣准时上课 --- 她选择了读两年的中六。

在中六时期的她遇上了黑白马王子。可是。。。她并没有接受任何一位王子，因为她对自己没有信心和没有勇气去开始一段恋情。以前的她是同学们心中的“女神”，她拥有敢爱敢恨的精神，无人可比。但是，她也曾经受过不少的伤。也许是这个原因吧，她对爱情失去了信心。

两年后，不可思议，她既然闯进了大学。从此，她的生活也添加了一点色彩。可笑的是，她的同班同学都说她幼稚。也许是因为她还是100%的受到父母亲24 小时的保护之下成长。对她来说，听了后当然会不开心，但是她却没把它放在心里。也因为这个原因，有一位男生为了她 “幼稚”而放弃追求她。她拥有一颗能够复原得很快的心。只需要几天的时间就能把伤疗好。

是桃花来了吗？她遇上了一位她还没见过的男生。他们只是在网上交谈，没有正式的见面。甜言蜜语当然会有，那男生所说的话可信吗？她们会不会有更近一步的发展呢？这也是一个谜。她会不会遇上她的生命中的王子呢？那就要等着瞧咯！

Run away, hide myself...

2007-05-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

i wanna...
run away and hide myself...
i thought our meeting will be wonderful and miracle... but...
for me everythings will not be as good as what we think...
i just cant accept what you had done at the passed.
here is no reason or excuse for me to stay...

i want freedom.

Life is short (2)

2007-05-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, (5/5/07)
you are gone...
without my notice.
you disappear quietly...
without say goodbye.
you came into my life 7 months ago,
i fall in love to you when i first time i saw you in shop...
i decided to bring you home and introduce some friends to you so that you will not feel boring while stay in my house.
you seem enjoy staying with your new friends...
day after days, your friends leave you one-by-one, slowly... your attitude change, i know you are sad, so do i... you easily to give up and always stay alone at the corner, motionless, quiet.
you fall in sick for many times, i trying hard to safe your life because i do not want to lost you. i pull you out from the Death God.
However,
you choose to leave me.

Kiss GoodBye (Gold fish)
die because of water problem

Life is short (1)

2007-05-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

on the 20th December 2003
i felt sad and lost when i know that next second you will gonna die... you pass away the day after my 19th years old birthday at 7.35pm.
we have been get along for 3 years... and now you leaved me more than 4 years...

4 years ago, you came into my life... i used to play with you and bully you... it still fresh in my memories... so many happy moments within us... you used to follow me wherever i go... you are my lovely fish, Nicky.

i took you out from the aquarium ,then i used a tower to clean your body. Lucky you not die because of this. I like to put my hand on the water while you are swimming around. You will swim under my hand horizontally. when i walk in front of the aquarium, Nicky will allow me wherever i go (frontward and backward).

Kiss GoodBye (Nicky)
die because of food poisoning

SEX

2007-04-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

SEX is...
devil... dirty...
i just cant understand how come nowadays most of the youngsters make a big mistake in life...
abortion is everywhere... the baby is innocent... not responsible... killer
it make life suffer...
many peoples misunderstand the meaning/purpose of sex... it is for family planning... but not for fun...
many guys will say to the girl, "if you love me, then you should give me"... idiot... no such thing... i think the guy likes the girl's body more than the girl.

PLS : think before you take action... DON'T be a KILLER...

黎明- 非我莫属

2007-04-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

爱他就要给他?

2007-04-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

通常男生有过性经验后, 再交新女友时, 一定会在最短时间内要求上床. 他们的理由都一样, 如果你爱我, 就让我和你发生性行为. 男生通常会有强烈的性冲动, 他会用千百个理由告诉你, 你不给他就是不爱他. 但是所有的男生在办完事后, 一定忘记他所有的承若, 甚至否认他之前的山盟海誓. 最后你们的见面就变成直接上床, 你只是他免费的泄欲工具. 这样的男生千万不要给他, 因为他不值得你爱, 他要你的身体过于你的人, 直接告诉他, 真的爱我, 就等结婚后才给. 想清楚, 自己保护自己, 千万不要被他欺骗, 甚至更惨的被强暴.

Strawberry

2007-04-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

The Strawberry (Fragaria) is a genus of plants in the family Rosaceae, and the fruit of these plants. There are more than 20 named species and many hybrids and cultivars. Strawberry area a valuable source of vitamin C.

The Strawberry is an accessory fruit; that is fleshy part is derived not from the ovaries but from the peg at the bottom of the hypanthium that held the ovaries.

Yeah baby, i love Strawberry...

World news

2007-04-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

A South Koreans student Cho, a foreign student at The Virginia Tech University, carried out the massacre of 32 people (included students, lecturers and professors) before committing suicide on Monday.

In my opinion...
Cho is such an idiot and the most stupid guy in this world...
He killed 32 innocent peoples in his university...
We, as a human being...
We need to always think positively...
Kill people or commit suicide cant solve any problem but it will cause other (parents and friends) suffer.
The person who dead will never understand how much of hurt and pain will his/her parents and friends will feel. He/she will just cause alots of trouble to the world.

* Pls for those person who is thinking to commit suicide... think twice before you take any action...
- think of your parents and friends
- think positively
- think of your happy moments...
- find the way to solve the problem
- seek for help from adviser

Life no take two. Think before you act

密蜂。。。

2007-04-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

密蜂，这美妙神奇的小昆虫给人赞美得够多了。
当我们看到繁花似锦的时候，会想起它。尝到黄澄澄，香喷喷的蜜糖的时候，会想到它。有时，就是看到出色的劳动者博采众人之长，进行卓越的创造的时候，也禁不住想到它。

为了采一公斤的蜜，密蜂在一百万朵花的鲜花上面，辛勤地飞行，酿造。而酿成的高度浓缩的蜜糖呢，不论乔麦蜜，椴花蜜，槐花蜜，橙花蜜，枣花蜜，荔枝蜜，龙眼蜜以至其他什么的，又都是颜色那么鲜艳，甜味那么浓烈，可以保存得那么长久，这样的事情实在是很美妙的。世界上如果没有密蜂，地球也将为之减色。这小小的采蜜使者，它的活动方式使人想到创造，也想到艺术和哲理。

Worries...

2007-04-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

after i know you...
my life full with worries...
cant sleep well,
cant eat well,
cant concentrate in study...
i hope you can be mature... do not act like a kids,
think positive...
pls... remember what you promised me...
thanks

Raining...

2007-04-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

i love Rain...
raining can make my heart cry...
the feeling stand and walk under the rain is great...
feel cold then after that sick...

Raining... 嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。

。。。

2007-04-15T13:10:00.000+08:00

i am getting hate myself when i know that you feel hurt and want to cry...
sorry sorry and sorry appear in my mind.
i don't know what can i say,
i had that feeling before...
now, i prefer single life...
away from sadness, worries...
stay with freedom...
maybe my perception is wrong... i dunno
love make me feel hopeless even i thought love is amazing...
now, i am changed...
my opinion and point of view toward something is different...
happy go lucky....

人生。。。

2007-04-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

人生是如此的不可思议。。。上天的秘密安排着每个人的一身一世。。。人生的路有长有短，有快乐有悲伤。你我都不知道几时我们会到达终点，所以我们必需珍惜我们拥有的每一分，每一秒和珍惜身边的家人和朋友，以免爱得太迟。“珍惜现在，掌握未来”。

人生充满了烦恼和悲哀，但是换个角度来看其实人生是充满了希望和快乐。你我相似在这世界上已是最好地证明。我们不可能够一辈子都在一起，但是一个承若已能够把我们的友情，爱情，和亲情保留着。

人生的最高点就是把敌人当成朋友。。。在我的人生字典里不会出现“恨”。。。恨一个人会很辛苦，不开心。那为何我要把自己搞得不快乐呢？要记住：过去的让它过去，未来的路途遥远。

珍惜身边的每一个。我会爱你在每一天。。。

Genting Trip photos

2007-04-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

Sweet Spy - Endless Love

2007-04-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

Here comes a love and touch drama...
a lady police met with a guy from oversea who don't know how to speak her language...
they are in love, but the lady marry another guy even they still love each other...
her husband killed by someone... and
finally the guy die too...
leave the lady alone with lots of memorise...

Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye

2007-04-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

What is means Kiss Goodbye?
a last kiss before broke up?
can anyone tell me?

梁静茹 - 暖暖

2007-04-08T10:48:00.000+08:00

This is nice long song...
everyone need to believe in themself.
we need to protect the person we love and care.
we hope to see the person we love always happy ^_^

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享热汤
我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
编曲:洪敬尧监制:钟成虎
回忆里满足的旋律
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼着歌
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
从来都很低调
自信心不高
你比自己更重要
我也希望变更好

Wang Lee Hom - Don't Be Afraid MTV

2007-04-07T13:00:00.001+08:00

never be afraid to fail
never be afraid to fall
if fall then we need to stand up again.
if fail then we need to try the best.
nothing need to be afraid of...
believe in yourself.

。。。

2007-04-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

“相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了”

~孙燕姿~

Confuse... the "feeling"

2007-04-05T09:25:00.000+08:00

me and X know each other in July 2005, same course, same class till now...
Last year Sept... we took KTM together to KLCC... we went KLCC to walk walk and makan...
in the KTM we stand together but i feel nothing... normal...

Genting trip,
on the way back to KTM Serdang from KTM central...

In the KTM, damn crowded...
me and X almost stick together... we are close to each other...
I feel something weird and unusual... i don't know what feeling is that... i don't how to describe... i don't whether he also has the same feeling... really confuse about the feeling...
1st time to has such feeling while be with him....

Genting Trip

2007-04-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

Genting trip on 2-3/4/07
8 persons (5 guys + 3 girls)
enjoy and fun...
8 of us slept in the same room with two single combine bed... cool man~
The 1st night in Genting we went to the casino... i went back to room with two friends at 2am... other friends came back at 5am, 6am...
the next day morning, at 10am we entered the theme park. This is the 1st time i tried out so many games... space shot, bumper boat, grand prix fun kart, spinner, boating, flying coaster, flying jambo, cyclone and etc...
when i want to go for the 2nd round for the grand prix fun kart with a friend... there rain... too bad... we need to wait for the rain to stop but it didn't. So my friend used his jacket to shelter himself and i go out of the outdoor theme park. then we go to meet the others friend in KFC.
after we ate, we go to casino again...
around 5.15pm we took skyway leave Genting... we took bus at 6.30pm...
around 7.35pm we arrived KL central... then we took KTM...
in the KTM, damn crowded...
my friend and i almost stick together... we are close to each other...
finally, we arrived Bandar Sungai Long at 9.45pm...

Confuse... maybe Yes or No...

2007-04-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

Almost 2 weeks...
my hurt in heart recovered within few days...
everything back to square one, normal, as usual...
we still keep in touch... but,
there is something make me confuse, the feeling toward you
care and concern, worry are still here...
the feeling of love... maybe yes or no...
every time chit-chat with you, i still care and concern about you...
i will always ask : why? what happened? who did it? how?
a lot of questions being asked by me...
i think all of the feeling toward you is to a friend who i care and concern...
the feeling of love disappear slowly...
but the feeling of friendship is still remaining.
i will choose friendship rather than love because friendship is lasting then love...
To love someone not really need to get him or her to be your couple or partner in life,
when you know that he or she is happy with his or her life, you will feel happy too.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER :P